Julie Gross
None Of Your Business
Hi I work in the sales and I sell tickets to people in an office and I have autism and I don't understand what is going on and I need some help with my job. First off I work with customers all day and I am confused by why they always are upset with me and why they always complaining and it doesn't seem to happen with anyone else but it seems to be happening to me a lot even when I don't feel like I am not doing anything wrong.
Secondly I got written up for being late and attendance and this is my first year here and I felt like they notice when I make mistakes and not anyone else. I feel like asking why are you coming after me and not anyone else. That is how I feel and then I got written up yesterday for not validating tickets and they think its so simple that I started to feel like they were calling me stupid for making the mistake in the first place.
Then I had a meltdown because I didn't know what was going on and it felt like they were coming after me all over again and I felt attacked and I just had a full blown panic attack yesterday and just felt like sleeping it off.
I feel confused by what they told me they just said I am not mad over and over and we all make mistakes but I feel like they are picking on me and they are trying to get rid of me and they don't like me anymore and I feel like they are making up excuses to get rid of me and it feels like this because it happened to me before and it feels like the same thing is happening all over again.
Also I wanted to transfer to a different location because it is too overwhelming and such and they said they would let me because they wanted me to feel comfortable and then they changed their minds and then they forced me to stay and I feel they used what i said before against me and now I am getting written up when I knew this would happen and i don't feel like I am heard I say things but they don't listen to me and I am confused and frustrated.
They wouldn't let me transfer and then now I am getting trouble at work for the very exact thing I knew I was going to get in trouble for. I don't know what is going on. I talked to them before and they act like I never said anything. I feel like this job is turning into a joke to be honest.
Can someone help me out please? Has anyone ever been through this before? Can anyone help me? Is there anyone who can tell me whats going on?
I feel like I am not seeing the bigger picture.
Secondly I got written up for being late and attendance and this is my first year here and I felt like they notice when I make mistakes and not anyone else. I feel like asking why are you coming after me and not anyone else. That is how I feel and then I got written up yesterday for not validating tickets and they think its so simple that I started to feel like they were calling me stupid for making the mistake in the first place.
Then I had a meltdown because I didn't know what was going on and it felt like they were coming after me all over again and I felt attacked and I just had a full blown panic attack yesterday and just felt like sleeping it off.
I feel confused by what they told me they just said I am not mad over and over and we all make mistakes but I feel like they are picking on me and they are trying to get rid of me and they don't like me anymore and I feel like they are making up excuses to get rid of me and it feels like this because it happened to me before and it feels like the same thing is happening all over again.
Also I wanted to transfer to a different location because it is too overwhelming and such and they said they would let me because they wanted me to feel comfortable and then they changed their minds and then they forced me to stay and I feel they used what i said before against me and now I am getting written up when I knew this would happen and i don't feel like I am heard I say things but they don't listen to me and I am confused and frustrated.
They wouldn't let me transfer and then now I am getting trouble at work for the very exact thing I knew I was going to get in trouble for. I don't know what is going on. I talked to them before and they act like I never said anything. I feel like this job is turning into a joke to be honest.
Can someone help me out please? Has anyone ever been through this before? Can anyone help me? Is there anyone who can tell me whats going on?
I feel like I am not seeing the bigger picture.