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In my 3rd Entry I will be talking about Keyboard Sizes. In the 2nd Entry you may have seen some strange looking keyboards without the Numberpad Section, and one in the attached video's thumbnail without the Arrow keys even, along with the just as strange Cable that goes in 2 Directions. If you had any questions about what those were and why they're a thing, your Answers will be found here! As I've said before, Keyboards come in different sizes for niche needs. Some people like smaller...

So, i got my license a couple years ago. The theory tests were easy, most theory is. Depending, on a person's level of understanding, but anyway. That's beside the point. When i did my test, it took me till the fifth attempt to be able to get it. I was always jealous of people who could pass on the first or second go. As that is an amazing feat to have. But, i still have difficulty with driving, i hate it when the car is not lined up near a curb, i don't like it when i don't park exactly how...

Love and Acceptance is something i cherish. Always. Now it's a different story. I've had two relationships in my life, one of them being rather intense while the other was more different. My first relationship, i met her online.. Things were going well, and we were both hooked on each other, the second was a different story, i knew her from highschool and my childhood. But, each time i felt like something was wrong. I told them about my "Asperger's" most response's were fine, but slowly...

So today, I'm going to talk about birth. Mine and in comparison, my seven children's. Mine wasn't a "good" birth, as birthing experiences go, according to my mother. Although, it was good enough, in that I'm alive, and relatively unscathed. I'm pretty sure my mum had and still has, something like borderline personality disorder, or complex trauma PTSD or even a mild form of histrionic or narcissistic personality disorder, or narcissistic "wounding". One mental health professional that both...

So i haven't mentioned here yet but i do game livestreaming on twitch and stuff however it's very challenging, I can't really talk to people in real life at all due to social issues but online i can talk with mic as long as it's to text (twitch chat) however the issue i'm having is when i reach 6 viewers and the numbers start increasing, I have to turn my stream off because of my anxiety going haywire.. I'm really proud of myself for doing so well lately because it took me 10 years to get to...

Not sure what to write. It's very hot here, today, I feel like I'm melting, and there is a fire burning out of control in a town not far from here. I live in the north east, very easterly part of this giant, arid, sparsely populated, country. I was born in the south. In Melbourne. My parents were uni students but I put a stop to that, for my mum, at least. My dad took up taxi driving, which I think, would have been excruciating for him, as he's one of those extremely socially awkward...

I've been given some chances to attend some group meeting things in my town and i'm honestly really tempted to go because i am extremely desperate to socialise but at the same time i'm too afraid to go. These two constant feeling battling each other everyday are tearing me apart, I hate being lonely and i do want to meet people but i also really struggle with people generally, I would love to make friends online but that hasn't gone so well at all so i'm forced to try and make some in person...

In this Entry, I will doing a 3 for 1 by talking about the various Mechanical Switches one can find in Mechanical Keyboards, generally pre-built ones, along with the Customization options and how one can Create their own Keyboard. Mechanical Switches As apart of my first Entry, I briefly talked about the 3 "keyfeels" of Mechanical Switches and had some examples, along with a couple videos to explain in more detail. Before I get more into this, I will say that many people on...

Don't know what is happening but it feels good and I hope it lasts more than a couple of days. I believe this process of knowing about Autism brought light to my life. I feel I am regaining my self-confidence and self-estime; I understand better my behaviours and thoughts and embrace them as part of who I am instead of rejecting them as an anomaly. Where before I saw limitation and error now I see possibilities if I just allow myself to be how I am! This I believe is opening the door to...

To trade in 3 games, I can get £38 towards Kingdom Hearts 3 on Xbox, which is £50 so I'd just pay the £12 difference. Better than the half price for trading in Crash N Sane trilogy towards it at Game for half price, and CEX generally do better prices than Game most of the time anyway. 3 games for 1 though? Bit extreme but even preowned Xbox One games don't go for much these days, best price when I looked it up on the CEX app was £20 for Now Sing 2 with the microphone, probably a tad less...

Meh, doing a Blog entry because people complain about me "spamming" the employment section. Applied to Burton's, the clothes shop in Meadowhall, and also the VUE Cinema in Meadowhall, for part time work. Hopefully I'll get interviews for at least one of 'em.

Since the middle of January, 2018, I have had a batch of Mario quotes (like from Mario Kart and other games) in drafts. Maybe 2 dozen. Today I thought of a concept. So I have been alphabetizing what I already had, and collecting some more. It will involve a dating ap.I find it's useful to be able to set a thing aside. Tolerance of ambiguity is a useful skill. Even though I had not the slightest idea what could be done with the quotes, eventually I thought of something to put next to them....

Above. Just got to entertain myself this weekend playing Xbox and watching YouTube content. I also need to ring Sky up at some point because I don't have access to my My Sky account because I lost the log in details and can't retrieve them because I can't remember the email account it's registered to, I rang them yesterday and the told me that because I've been a loyal Sky customer for 15 years, they said Icould get a free VIP account with various rewards including a free Sky Q box, which...

Yes. I already miss the warm weather, the Sun! Back to my daily routine. It is very interesting to observe how I feel and act upon life: I like routine but at the same time I am feeling something strange which is I am feeling like this routine is a prison. Never felt this before. I feel a heavy weight on my shoulders again which I did not feel in India, what is the cause of this? Maybe in India I was more relaxed because I was not playing any role and I could let go of the need to...

My two weeks journey in South India are almost finished, time to go back home. Feel really tired today and making a big effort to keep it together, pretending I am good, keeping all to myself and feeling completely disconnected from everyone. Can not handle it any other way. Some people asked me today how I am, I guess they can see that something is off but I just smile and say I am ok...sad to be leaving India...and then I ask how they are and they start happily talking about themselves and...