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AprilR
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I feel strangely relaxed when i am ill. When i was a child i felt comforted when my mom took care of me.Now that i am an adult and taking care of myself i still feel more relaxed and the anxiety and guilt disappears more when i am physically ill. On one hand I feel like the illness inside me...
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Spin repeat. Twist repeat. Waiting wasting. Jagged razors slipping through my hands. Tired sweat bands. I can not condemn. Pompous you will stand. Presuming what is next. Jagged pieces at my feet. Crumbling at my knees. Out of a routine. What pain, it's all the same. Habitual. It's a...
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Recently i keep dreaming about my friend. She was my best friend from age 15 to 30, and only friend for the most of that time. She stopped talking to me, it has been 4 years already but it does not feel that way. I was partly masking with her too, but it seemed like she did not mind it even...
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I dreamt that I was in a fight with some guy trying to take control of some tech that would completely change infrastructure as we know it. I grabs some kinda wand of a sort and trapped him in this energy. He tried to stop me but I tugged and trapped him in place. After that some short haired...
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Dieyi's story in Farewell my Concubine affected me deeply. I don't know how to explain it well. He was shaped into what he is by his art, all his experiences, pain and happiness and fame is inside that. Could he live a simple life without opera? It might be possible for someone else but not him...
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My dad will have surgery in january. Meanwhile my mom had an angioplasty today. She is in the hospital now. I don't know what to feel really. It is hard to see my parents getting old and sick. I wish i was the one getting ill sometimes, i don't feel healthy inside anyway I don't want to live...
AprilR
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I keep dreaming of a world in which i am accepted as i am. Like i tell my (non existent) friends and family, i am like this because of autism and they go "it must have been hard to hide and adapt for so long, you don't have to push yourself or try so hard anymore. We will be with you" It will...
AprilR
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From childhood, i was always scared of the world and people. But this is not only anxiety, more like noticing the evil in people's hearts and seeing their ugliness behind smiling faces. It baffles me how easy cruelty and deception comes to people. Strangely, i felt like i was the ugly and...
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Psycho-Nuts Created by treebranch1 psychonauts crackship generator v2 Created by Caloxya psychonauts crackship generator v1.1 Created by Caloxya The title of this generator, "Psycho-Nuts" is a result of me seeing the two generators with "psychonauts" as part of their titles. It was too good...
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Lots of good things have been happening recently since we moved house. I’m just over a week free from smoking tobacco, sugar, and ultra-processed foods — sweets and treats included. It’s safe to say that comfort eating was my biggest addiction in life — eating my feelings with sugar, processed...
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So ASD is an umbrella, made of puzzle pieces on rainbow colors...
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The past few days have been days of inner turmoil, including a fairly intense depression spike. I felt I needed something to at least somewhat directly counter the dense darkness. I remembered early on in my meditation journey, I ran into a technique called Smile Meditation, or Inner Smile. So I...
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I saw everyone at thanksgiving. My siblings. The first time since my uncles funeral in April. Which was when I lost my speech, started talking gibberish for two month and started using a walker from the brain injury. My siblings have no asked nor have the seen me sinc ethen. My husband feels...
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Table, they are all laid out. Ligjts off flashes like a book memories going by clicking. Why DIDNT HE JUST END ME? Get rid of me. Devour me. A gently bite. A piece of my neck. Enough to draw blood. Sucking, drinking. He enjoys every second. What even are you? Am I just your play thing? Your...
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Tonight! Supercar returns! So does Fireball XL5! But wait...with Captain Scarlet, are the Mysterons about to make a return too? If you are lucky enough to catch a glimpse of MeTV Toons' new Known Strings Attached block, talk about your favourite moments from tonight's episode, and your...
AprilR
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I am so tired from not being able to breath well, nausea, fatigue, brain fog etc. I just want to live like everyone else. Even 34 years was too long for me. I am so tired and i dont feel safe anywhere
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