Seems the majority of us on the spectrum is honest to a fault. I see it in a lot of threads and I've definitely seen it in my own life. You know, I always thought and told people that you can say anything to anyone if you use the right tone. I'm starting to think maybe I was wrong. lol
For one thing I'm not as clear as I think I'm being - I've learned that being on here. When I think I have made a point and the majority responds in a way that I realize I have not made my point - which I actually appreciate honesty and being made aware (most NT's just kind of ignore you and go on but never question anything like we do). I really do like that - that we question things and are honest because how will you otherwise know the truth and I'd much rather base anything on truth than pretense.
But my question is why doesn't anyone believe it when I make a statement? When my kids were teenagers I would tell them, ie: If you go somewhere without asking first I will take away your internet privileges for a week. My son goes somewhere without asking. I change the password and he's furious because he didn't think I would. Or, as I said in a response to another thread, I tell my husband that I'm getting close to that point that I will be done and once I get there there's no hope. Nothing changes and I get to that point and he's shocked. I warn people what will happen (just because I know me) and it means nothing to them.
I had a boss ask me a question and I answered truthfully then went to lunch. When I got back from lunch everyone was asking what I had said to her because she was crying after.
No, I don't give fake compliments. If you ask me I'll tell you the truth - even if it's something about myself that I'd rather people not know.
I like what
@Autistamatic said in one of his Empathy videos about sometimes what seems like lack of empathy is lack of knowledge on our part - we can not say, "Oh, yes, your boyfriend is a terrible cheat" if we do not know that to be a fact, because we don't feel we're being honest.
Some things I'm used to people not believing - there are some things about my past that I wouldn't believe if someone tried to tell me that happened to them. Or they don't believe the degree of difficulty doing certain things and being in certain situations.
But in general, I like us because we can be honest and we can question things and we make up a world of real reality. (nothing fake here)
I think I can relate with your experience. I'm consistently honest [to a fault], and it seems to me that other people are typically honest when doing so may serve their own interest.
This may appear to be a sociological matter of character, and can easily be viewed as the differing levels of morality maintained by myself versus others. If it's a matter of how one chooses to present/conduct themselves within society, I like to conduct myself as a trustworthy, reliable person.
(People are more-or-less honest... Some are moral-less! *Pun-intended.*)
However, delving deeper, there may be neurobiological differences at the root of this deviation in 'honesty'.
Rather than 'honest' simply being a personality trait which one may demonstrate to varying degrees, I think that at the basis case-explanation is that 'truth' is a value certain people strongly associate with, or choose to integrate into their core behavior, resulting from core cognitive differences associated with autism-spectrum disorders.
I am consistently honest [to a fault]. I speak the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth; it's truly compulsive in nature--I have no censor and no filter! I blurt out everything I know, driven by this apparent NEED to explain everything in order to explain myself. (This is done anxiously, and in a tight voice, for the fear I might leave out an important detail, or have said something which might require more explanation, or for fear I have confused the person with all these details--which really spurs me to start vomiting unsolicited truths/facts everywhere... at which point I am literally just reciting/recounting everything I know about the subject at hand...) mediate the horrible anxiety I experience when I'm uncertain if I'm conveying myself accurately to the other party.
I hate, hate, HATE being misunderstood. And I hate for others to misunderstand. I hate ambiguity, it makes me uncomfortable, and I desperately want everybody to be on the same page. THIS is ultimately why I am honest to a fault: I am trying to communicate PERFECTLY with others. How can I expect them to see the truth and understand me, if I am not 100% honest with them?
It is so, so painful for me when others "miss the truth". When they can't see me, even though I'm standing right in front of them, waving my arms. When they can't hear me, even though I'm yelling (fun fact: 'yelling' actually makes it harder for people to understand what you're trying to say, apparently!) When they can't understand what I am trying to say, even though I'm saying everything I know in order for them to know what I know.
I say nothing [but social fillers with no real substance], or I say everything. I just can't stop myself from saying too much. I don't have efficient "brakes" and am poor at "shifting gears" in conversation. I struggle to read the other person's nonverbal behavior as I speak, so I go on taking shots in the dark...
While I do make attempts to speak more thoughtfully, the end result is I develop halting speech patterns [characterized by slowness, hesitation, and frequent pauses due to uncertainty over what to say next].
Full disclosure is an automatic response to feeling as if I am being put on the spot. If someone inquires something of me or prompts me in any way, there isn't really a choice in my mind: I automatically answer completely, fully, honestly. It seems like the safest option I have: clear, full-disclosure that leaves as little room as possible for a misunderstanding.
It sucks to reveal the uncomfortable truth sometimes, but at least I'm on the same page with this person, and this person is on the same page as me now.
It seems to me that other people are typically honest only in cases when it serves one's own interest.
For me, being 100% honest 100% of the time IS my own best interest.