There are alot of factors that either are traits of my parents or cause by them being horrible people:
- My response to being suggested logical considerations, is self-deprecation.
- My response to being called out, is throwing a tantrum.
- My response to life being the way it is, is fear.
- My response to being told to pay attention, is belligerence.
- My response to my father's presence, is to be uncomfortable and hide out of stress.
- My response to my Stepmother's presence, is blind anger and hate. Even in thought.
- My response to my Half-siblings, is to disregard them.
- My response to a former appartment roommate, is betrayal, anger, sadness, and depression.
- My response to help from anyone: ignorance, avoidance, and distain.
Parental traits shared in RED.
This all has put me in a misery loop that I have yet to successfully break.
- My response to being suggested logical considerations, is self-deprecation.
- My response to being called out, is throwing a tantrum.
- My response to life being the way it is, is fear.
- My response to being told to pay attention, is belligerence.
- My response to my father's presence, is to be uncomfortable and hide out of stress.
- My response to my Stepmother's presence, is blind anger and hate. Even in thought.
- My response to my Half-siblings, is to disregard them.
- My response to a former appartment roommate, is betrayal, anger, sadness, and depression.
- My response to help from anyone: ignorance, avoidance, and distain.
Parental traits shared in RED.
This all has put me in a misery loop that I have yet to successfully break.