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Identifying Psychological Trends

There are alot of factors that either are traits of my parents or cause by them being horrible people:

- My response to being suggested logical considerations, is self-deprecation.

- My response to being called out, is throwing a tantrum.

- My response to life being the way it is, is fear.

- My response to being told to pay attention, is belligerence.

- My response to my father's presence, is to be uncomfortable and hide out of stress.

- My response to my Stepmother's presence, is blind anger and hate. Even in thought.

- My response to my Half-siblings, is to disregard them.


- My response to a former appartment roommate, is betrayal, anger, sadness, and depression.

- My response to help from anyone: ignorance, avoidance, and distain.

Parental traits shared in RED.

This all has put me in a misery loop that I have yet to successfully break.

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