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AprilR
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Jan 2, 1991 (Age: 30)

AprilR

Well-Known Member, Female, 30

I miss someone i never met and who lives in another continent and prob. doesn't like me. Mar 20, 2021

AprilR was last seen:
Jun 7, 2021
    1. AprilR
      AprilR
      I miss someone i never met and who lives in another continent and prob. doesn't like me.
      1. Aspychata
        Aspychata
        ☹ Sorry.
        Mar 21, 2021
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    2. AprilR
      AprilR
      I Wonder if i will be able to work..
      1. Aspychata likes this.
      2. Aspychata
        Aspychata
        Good luck. l was laid off but l am so happy. Because l have excellent experience. But no way was l going to date married men. lol
        Mar 20, 2021
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      3. AprilR
        AprilR
        They didn't call in the end(the job i applied for) but ig i am glad since i am still scared of getting covid.
        oof, i hate it when coworkers hit on me too. Those people have no shame.
        Mar 20, 2021
    3. AprilR
      AprilR
      Applied for a job. Not sure if i am hoping to get it or not i am still scared of getting covid.
    4. AprilR
      AprilR
      I really hate realistic fiction. I just want the good guys to win for a change! I don't need realism in my escapism.
    5. AprilR
      AprilR
      Met with my autistic friend. Didn't talk about my doubts about being autistic but felt close to someone at last.
      1. Mia likes this.
    6. AprilR
      AprilR
      I feel close to someone after 10 years but she lives in another continent..
      1. Sapphire K likes this.
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      3. AprilR
        AprilR
        I wish it could..
        Mar 6, 2021
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      4. Sapphire K
        Sapphire K
        You'll find the right person for you eventually. Maybe you don't even need to actively be looking.
        Mar 6, 2021
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      5. Sapphire K
        Sapphire K
        I wasn't actively looking for a GF when I found mine. We just kinda developed crushes on each other.
        Mar 6, 2021
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    7. AprilR
      AprilR
      Nevermind i messaged him. I feel like my secret autistic identity will be exposed but atm i don't care.
    8. AprilR
      AprilR
      I am so unsure whether i should message that friend or not. What if he thinks i am flirting?
    9. AprilR
      AprilR
      I have just seen an autistic family friend after years. I wish i could tell him about my realization and ask what he thinks.
    10. AprilR
      AprilR
      Can't wait to discuss my new decision with my therapist. Only 4 days!
    11. AprilR
      AprilR
      I feel too anxious to drive but i don't want to fight with my parents
    12. AprilR
      AprilR
      I see ableist people. They don't know they're ableist..
      1. Butterfly88
        Butterfly88
        Ugh, that stinks!
        Feb 26, 2021
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    13. AprilR
      AprilR
      I just had a phone call from a bank and i understood absolutely nothing from what she said.
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      2. AprilR
        AprilR
        Yeah, i don't take calls from unknown number anyway but this happens with any phone call. I can never make out what the other person is saying, i always ask"what" multiple times and after still not understanding a thing i pretend to understand and finish the call.
        Feb 24, 2021
      3. tree
        tree
        Was it even from a bank in which you actually have an account?
        Feb 24, 2021
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      4. AprilR
        AprilR
        It was, i am pretty sure it wasn't a scam. And i have this problem even when i am talking with friends. I have to be in a very quiet place to understand what people are saying.
        Feb 24, 2021
    14. AprilR
      AprilR
      I have been confused as a minor. I was like.. I am 30.
      1. Trophonius likes this.
      2. Wolfsage
        Wolfsage
        Hard to tell with fairies. Lol.
        Feb 18, 2021
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      3. AprilR
        AprilR
        I mean i guess i should be flattered but people usually also talk to me informally so it's annoying
        Feb 18, 2021
      4. Trophonius
        Trophonius
        I would take that as a compliment.
        Feb 19, 2021
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    15. AprilR
      AprilR
      I don't want to be liked. I want to be respected.
      1. Skittlebisquit likes this.
    16. AprilR
      AprilR
      I feel so much better than yesterday. It's amazing how much difference one day makes.
    17. AprilR
      AprilR
      I cried a lot and got some of the poison out of my system. I hope i can sleep well.
      1. Aspychata likes this.
    18. AprilR
      AprilR
      I pray that i can stop having expectations of people.
      1. Markness likes this.
      2. Markness
        Markness
        Do you get people piling expectations on you?
        Feb 12, 2021
      3. AprilR
        AprilR
        Sometimes. But also i myself have too much expectations of the people around me so i am trying to be more self reliant and not depend on other people.
        Feb 12, 2021
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      4. WolfSpirit
        WolfSpirit
        Good luck with that! I don't think it's possible to completely stop having expectations of people ... it might be more reasonable to simply try to have 'more realistic expectations of people'. which is kinda difficult to do given the complexity of human relationships.
        Feb 12, 2021
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    19. AprilR
      AprilR
      Exercise honestly helps me so much. I still think the same depressing thoughts but care so much less.
      1. Trophonius
        Trophonius
        I've been experiencing the same. Since I started to go to the gym, I feel happier throughout the day. Exercise is a real antidepressant: it promotes the release endorphins that improve the symptoms of depression.
        Feb 9, 2021
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      2. tree
        tree
        Feb 9, 2021
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    20. AprilR
      AprilR
      Nearly had a traffic accident again. I still feel so tired and stressed. I wish i had a driver.
      1. CBA83 likes this.
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    Gender:
    Female
    Birthday:
    Jan 2, 1991 (Age: 30)
    Diagnosis Status:
    Awaiting Diagnosis
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