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AprilR
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AprilR

Well-Known Member, Female, 30

Everything will be fine in the end. Jan 15, 2021 at 9:24 AM

AprilR was last seen:
Jan 19, 2021 at 5:40 PM
    1. AprilR
      AprilR
      Everything will be fine in the end.
      1. Loren and Aspychata like this.
    2. AprilR
      AprilR
      Wishing that i could start working and become a good lawyer in 2021
    3. AprilR
      AprilR
      I want to study but i feel like a retard when i do.
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      2. AprilR
        AprilR
        I am sorry if that word made anyone uncomfortable. It was just how i genuinely felt about myself and needed to get it out of my system.
        Jan 8, 2021
      3. Wolfsage
        Wolfsage
        If it helps. I know how you feel. I decided to study biology on my own. Still feels like studying. Just can't get the information in my brain.
        Jan 8, 2021
      4. tree
        tree
        When I was in grad school I had to study a lot. I sort of liked it because it was like being a child, since there was all this stuff I didn't know, but I could work at it to learn it.
        Jan 8, 2021
    4. AprilR
      AprilR
      My parents yelled at me so much i was scared that my dad would beat me. All i can think about is that i have no one other than them.
      1. Owliet
        Owliet
        I hope that you’re ok and safe.
        Jan 5, 2021
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      2. AprilR
        AprilR
        Thank you, i am fine. They were stressed bc of health issues.
        Jan 5, 2021
      3. Wolfsage
        Wolfsage
        Sorry to hear that. Glad your okay.
        Jan 5, 2021
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    5. AprilR
      AprilR
      I have way too much empathy for fictional characters.
      1. SliverOfSand likes this.
      2. Wolfsage
        Wolfsage
        Same.
        Dec 18, 2020
    6. AprilR
      AprilR
      Knowledge is power!
    7. AprilR
      AprilR
      Still feel like vomiting
      1. Aspychata
        Aspychata
        Hey You- are you okay?
        Nov 17, 2020
      2. oregano
        oregano
        Hope you didn't down something awful in a weak moment. If you did, call 911 or whatever the emergency line is where you are and get to a hospital.
        Nov 17, 2020
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      3. AprilR
        AprilR
        I am sorry to worry you, i am fine. Didn't take anything really i was just feeling too much self hatred.
        Nov 18, 2020
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    8. AprilR
      AprilR
      Illogical people everywhere!!!
    9. AprilR
      AprilR
      Is it normal to act a little bit different than you are to find a common ground with a friend?
      1. Joshua Aaron and Aspychata like this.
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      3. Rexi
        Rexi
        I notice you are acting for their sake, but where is the enjoyment for you? You will exhaust yourself and give up eventually if you don't take care to do enjoyable things for you with her. Worry less about her and take care of your needs in the friendship for now. Having friends should be fun and enjoyable for you.
        Sep 30, 2020
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      4. Aspychata
        Aspychata
        Secrets are okay. There are somethings that are your business only and most friends are on a *need to know basis*. Sometimes we trust to easily, so a boundary of not over-sharing is important to our surival.
        Sep 30, 2020
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      5. Joshua Aaron
        Joshua Aaron
        The only friend I didn't to do this with when I wasn't open about my Autism very much was with my friend, Nate, who was in the same sped class as I was in middle school. I started to do this less as I began to accept myself more.
        Sep 30, 2020
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    10. AprilR
      AprilR
      I have always acted different to gain friends, but then felt lonely with them.
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    11. Streetwise
      Streetwise
      Has thinking about what I asked made you panic less:*)
      1. AprilR
        AprilR
        I think i am able to block the panic either way, because if i don't drive the public transport situation will make me stressed. I will panic about having the virus and passing it to to my parents.
        Sep 26, 2020
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    12. Streetwise
      Streetwise
      Do you think thats enough to block out panic,it was for me it wasn't stressless though and I was 27 at the time
    13. AprilR
      AprilR
      I will start learning to drive in a week. I am so scared..
      1. Aspychata likes this.
      2. Streetwise
        Streetwise
        The reason I tried to learn to drive was because my mother was paralysed, why are you learning to try to drive?
        Sep 24, 2020
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      3. AprilR
        AprilR
        Because when i start working i don't want to use public transport as it is too crowded/ risky.
        My parents are also getting older and i don't want to depend on them to take me everywhere.
        Sep 24, 2020
    14. Crossbreed
      Crossbreed
      Are you April_Rose on CF? I am Sabertooth over there. ;)
      1. AprilR
        AprilR
        No, sorry.
        Sep 12, 2020
    15. AprilR
      AprilR
      It is okay though the people that amount to smth have no conscience.
      1. Aspychata
        Aspychata
        Hey. It's okay. I support you.
        Sep 13, 2020
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    16. AprilR
      AprilR
      I feel like i will never amount to anything.
    17. AprilR
      AprilR
      Idk how to explain this but i want to be away and safe from people. I feel like everyone can read my emotions and i hate it.
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      2. AprilR
        AprilR
        Maybe i should try that too. It feels so uncomfortable to look at people's eyes.
        Aug 7, 2020
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      3. Ella Spell
        Ella Spell
        Time to make a pillow fort.
        Aug 8, 2020
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      4. AprilR
        AprilR
        Another great idea!
        Aug 8, 2020
    18. AprilR
      AprilR
      I prefer being naive and idealistic to being a debbie downer
      1. unperson and Karamazov like this.
    19. AprilR
      AprilR
      Nothing's gonna change my world
    20. AprilR
      AprilR
      I can't sympathize with illogical people
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      3. Karamazov
        Karamazov
        Undoubtably.
        My mother-in-law interprets everything she’s aware of in the world as messages from god to her and her church... Not very logical (and pretty obscene when it comes to wars and famines and so forth), but she’s happy in her own little world.
        Existence as a story book that confirms one’s sense of self-worth I guess.
        Jul 28, 2020
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      4. AprilR
        AprilR
        I don't think being a religious person automatically makes someone illogical, but Yeah there seems to be a lot of religious people like that.
        Jul 28, 2020
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      5. Karamazov
        Karamazov
        No, religion in and of itself is not necessarily illogical, nor is religious belief required to be illogical... just the illustration that occurred to me in the moment. ;)
        Jul 28, 2020
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    Gender:
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    Birthday:
    Jan 2, 1991 (Age: 30)
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