JustSomeDude
New Member
Hello,
I am in my thirties and have been "weird" all of my life. I have a decent amount of friends and I'm successful career wise. I’m very shy but I tend to do well in social situations. I rely completely on scripts and my sense of humor in conversation. I occasionally misunderstand others and am misunderstood by others. I think very different from everyone I know.
I’m officially diagnosed with Bipolar II and OCD. I have a lot of executive dysfunction. I have suspected that I have autism for a long time but never thought to do anything about it. Since my last romantic relationship ended I’ve been focusing on my mental health. I discovered pathological demand avoidance, which got me looking into autism again.
Based on the diagnostic criteria, my lived experience, and feedback from others, I likely have autism. I don’t have the time or money to get officially diagnosed.
I’ve talked about it in therapy. It would probably help my life make more sense if I had autism and it would probably help me dislike myself less. I’m hesitant to diagnose myself. The thought of me misrepresenting the autistic community makes me anxious. I feel the same way about OCD. Even with an official diagnosis of OCD, I feel like I’m lying no matter how much evidence there is to the contrary. I’m hoping that by hearing from more people with autism, I may realize that I’m not faking it.
I am in my thirties and have been "weird" all of my life. I have a decent amount of friends and I'm successful career wise. I’m very shy but I tend to do well in social situations. I rely completely on scripts and my sense of humor in conversation. I occasionally misunderstand others and am misunderstood by others. I think very different from everyone I know.
I’m officially diagnosed with Bipolar II and OCD. I have a lot of executive dysfunction. I have suspected that I have autism for a long time but never thought to do anything about it. Since my last romantic relationship ended I’ve been focusing on my mental health. I discovered pathological demand avoidance, which got me looking into autism again.
Based on the diagnostic criteria, my lived experience, and feedback from others, I likely have autism. I don’t have the time or money to get officially diagnosed.
I’ve talked about it in therapy. It would probably help my life make more sense if I had autism and it would probably help me dislike myself less. I’m hesitant to diagnose myself. The thought of me misrepresenting the autistic community makes me anxious. I feel the same way about OCD. Even with an official diagnosis of OCD, I feel like I’m lying no matter how much evidence there is to the contrary. I’m hoping that by hearing from more people with autism, I may realize that I’m not faking it.