My life would be easier if…

[NDR2]

…I had assistance with things.

 

[GrownupGirl]

I could go to sleep knowing the world isn't going to be nuked or some other horrific crisis isn't going to happen.

 

[Rodafina]

… Day would wait for me to fall asleep before she calls me to awake.

 

[NDR2]

…I didn’t obsess so much.

 

[Catwoman]

....I had someone to play with.

 

[Neri]

If I could drive
If I could be more focused and less sensitive
If I could be valued for my skills and talents
If my family were more resourced and kinder to me and not so full of mental illness, on top of ND
If I felt safe to go outside on my own again
If I hadn't wrecked my health as much as I did when I was younger
If I had friends
If my partner didn't have a brain injury, and wasn't a hoarder and suffering from complex trauma so much, if he could take care of me a little better
If I had national disability insurance support
If I could work and make an income
If I didn't live in such a rough, scary, screamy, druggy, low socio economic neighborhood and village
If I didn't have the learning disabilities that I have, due to trauma and auDHD
If I could play guitar already, to go with my vocal skill

 

[NDR2]

…I didn’t sunburn as easily as I do now.

 

[Catwoman]

.... Rodafina stopped torturing me with bread.

 

[NDR2]

…people weren’t so judgmental.

 

[Metalhead]

.::: if I had no addictions.

 

[NDR2]

…mistakes weren’t so costly as an adult.

 

[AprilR]

If i died at the same time as my parents

 

[The Pandector]

... if I were not perpetually obsessed with improving everything. My brain sees issues and irons them out.

Also ...

... if only the world would ask my opinion on things before getting stuck in another rut.

 

[NDR2]

…there wasn’t so much outside pressure.

 

[VictorR]

... there weren't so many people who are dependent on me

 

[NDR2]

…I had more time to myself.

 

[i-wanna-blue]

I could live in an an isolated, rural area far away from society.

 

[Metalhead]

….if I could turn off my counterproductive habits as easily as flipping a light switch.

 

[Neri]

If I were healthier and had already lost this excess weight

 

[NDR2]

…things could get done by themselves.