I have Atypical Autism with ADHD (I saw that this option didnt exist in the registration. And, my stuborness just couldnt get stoped. I just had to mention that. Maybe it should get some updates, but it isnt really that important.)
Im 27 years old, diagnosed with 19.
Always struggeled to accept myself.
I thought for over 3 years to become part of a autism forum, but hesitated. (I read through some and they looked like an endless fight between several sites that really didnt even try to understand the others perspective. That was pretty much the thing that took my interest away for a while.)
Then, I hope to finally talk with people who actually listen. People who dont give me the feeling that being myself is something useless to the society.
Its hard to accept oneself when so many keep telling me that Im not enough, while i try to constantly do my best, and finally, to love myself for who I am.
After a big verbal fight with my father, how Im once again was labled as "not being enough", I ended up here. Trying desperatly to let it go. Reaching out to others who know probably better whats going on without me constantly trying to explain them why I am like I am. (My surounding doesnt even try to inform themselves. Kinda hurts.)(ah, and also, I suspect that my dad is autistic too. But he just doesnt care about that stuff. Hes busy with "real things" which are "waaay more important".)
My apology, maybe those informations are too personal? I dont know how much is too much.
Does things like that get deleted?
I read the rules but it didnt say much about that...
I guess its fine. If not please tell me.
I'll try to make it better.
Also, english is not my first language.
So, sorry if my sentence or words are weird. You all can correct me anytime, I like to learn.
I'll hope I can talk a little bit with some people.
Tell me anything you want. I want to listen to others. Even if its random stuff, or about your interests.
Im 27 years old, diagnosed with 19.
Always struggeled to accept myself.
I thought for over 3 years to become part of a autism forum, but hesitated. (I read through some and they looked like an endless fight between several sites that really didnt even try to understand the others perspective. That was pretty much the thing that took my interest away for a while.)
Then, I hope to finally talk with people who actually listen. People who dont give me the feeling that being myself is something useless to the society.
Its hard to accept oneself when so many keep telling me that Im not enough, while i try to constantly do my best, and finally, to love myself for who I am.
After a big verbal fight with my father, how Im once again was labled as "not being enough", I ended up here. Trying desperatly to let it go. Reaching out to others who know probably better whats going on without me constantly trying to explain them why I am like I am. (My surounding doesnt even try to inform themselves. Kinda hurts.)(ah, and also, I suspect that my dad is autistic too. But he just doesnt care about that stuff. Hes busy with "real things" which are "waaay more important".)
My apology, maybe those informations are too personal? I dont know how much is too much.
Does things like that get deleted?
I read the rules but it didnt say much about that...
I guess its fine. If not please tell me.
I'll try to make it better.
Also, english is not my first language.
So, sorry if my sentence or words are weird. You all can correct me anytime, I like to learn.
I'll hope I can talk a little bit with some people.
Tell me anything you want. I want to listen to others. Even if its random stuff, or about your interests.