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Markness

Markness

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  • Markness
    I am going to listen to Blind Guardian’s Nightfall in Middle-Earth when I drive to Waco this coming evening.
    Markness
    I really need to read something enjoyable to escape the world tonight.
    tree
    tree
    Did you find something?
    Markness
    Markness
    I did but technically it happened in the morning because I dozed off on the couch until midnight.
    Markness
    Anyone else spending Halloween alone?
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    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    My life group was cancelled again so yes, another Halloween alone without a girlfriend or a friend as a girl. It sucks.
    BobbiSueEllen
    BobbiSueEllen
    Yep. And no Trick-or-Treaters since I live in a Holdout House...a house surrounded by 'progress' and which the owner refuses to sell despite the amazing offers of cash. :cool:
    Cryptid
    Cryptid
    Just my wife, myself, our housekeeper, the dogs, the cats, and whatever it is that lives in the spaces between the walls.
    Markness
    I wish I could “re-start” or “start again” with my life.
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    You can, starting this very second. If I can give up beer, you can re start your life.
    elgat0verde
    elgat0verde
    Agreed with @Metalhead

    You can restart your life as many times as needed, your boat has been broken down, build it again and stronger!

    You've got this dude, I believe in you, be strong and start from within you!

    If I survived my deep brooding depression that put me to bed, you can restart a better life for tou
    Cryptid
    Cryptid
    I think the OP is longing for a "rewind" to a happier time in his life.
    Markness
    I really feel baffled and hurt. I also wish things went differently with Jennifer.
    elgat0verde
    elgat0verde
    Dealing with the past will not help you

    Focus in the present and healing

    Better things will come your way

    I believe in you dude, you've got this
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Hurt is a difficult feeling. Best not to dwell there too long.
    Markness
    The owner of the restaurant I ate lunch at asked me if I had children or was at least married. :(
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    Markness
    Markness
    @tree I just wonder why my siblings are the ones who got married and had children while I haven’t despite wanting to get married and possibly have children myself?
    Forest Cat
    Forest Cat
    Remember that the world is just random chaos. There's no system to anything. So your siblings status doesn't really have anything to do with you, they just happened to meet someone. I'm single too but my sister is not and has several kids.
    M
    Misty Avich
    I don't think it's right for people who don't know you that well to just ask you if you have kids. Sometimes that question can be triggering for people who can't have children or have lost children due to miscarriage, cot death, etc. It's a bit personal in my opinion and I've never been asked that before.
    Markness
    My life is stagnant.
    tree
    tree
    What are you going to do about that?
    elgat0verde
    elgat0verde
    Your life is what you make of it my dude! If you want a good life then build a good life!
    Markness
    I am getting more worried about my mortality since I turned 35 and I still have nothing to show for my efforts.
    elgat0verde
    elgat0verde
    I'm 38 and have nothing to show as well

    Just ask yourself, are you living to impress others or livinf to impress yourself?
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Life isn’t show and tell, @Markness - most people just aren’t paying attention like that. We must find intrinsic worth because others do not exist to validate our existence. We must do this on our own.
    Gerald Wilgus
    Gerald Wilgus
    @Markness you are constantly looking outside of yourself to seek validation. STOP IT! You will have a long, dissapointing, life if you do not change.
    Markness
    I finished reading The Thief of Always last night. I was transported back to 1992 while reading it.
    Markness
    Being ghosted hurts, especially when communication technology is at the best it’s ever been.
    tree
    tree
    Yeah.
    The girl at the grocery store kept saying she wanted to see the cat videos
    of cats I know, real life cats, not just internet stuff.....
    but she couldn't trouble herself to friend request me on facebook so I could
    show her. She has her settings so that I can't do what she said I should try....
    put a Like on one of her posts.

    I gave up after 2 months of this.

    I don't go in her check out line any more.
    Markness
    I feel like those who don’t talk to me anymore don’t want me to have a girlfriend.
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    elgat0verde
    elgat0verde
    I agree with @Fraxinus

    And you don't need a girlfriend to be happy dude! First be happy with you! You are just wanting love from outside to fill up the love you lack inside.

    Find love inside and everything will fall into place! The more you yearn for a girlfriend the less you will find it because you will never be happy no matter how many gals you date....(1/2)
    elgat0verde
    elgat0verde
    I had a lot of girlfriend markness, a lot, and I was still miserable, the relationships will always fail because of my lack of self love. I had found someone, was COMPLETELY INFATUATED for a couple of months then my self hatred would take the wheel and mess up the relationship. I settled with whomever and was WAY more miserable

    Start with yourself markness

    I believe in you dude, I do
    Gerald Wilgus
    Gerald Wilgus
    So true @elgat0verde ! I honestly believe that I was failing at love and relationships until I accepted and loved myself. And you, @Markness , how do silent people manage to message you? I don't think mind reading/telepathy is a feature of ASD. You are projecting.
    Markness
    I don’t have anything to live for.
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    oregano
    oregano
    Neither do I, but I got my revenge, nobody knows I live out here, nobody really knows I even exist outside of some databases. No friends, no girlfriends, great, most people worship material things despite Yeshua saying you cannot worship both God and money. People hate me, so now they don't have to deal with me except for brief transactional encounters (such as a checkout clerk). Byte me, cruel world!
    oregano
    oregano
    And put one of those fingers on each hand up / And be proud to be out of your mind and out of control / One more time, loud as you can, how does it go? -Eminem, "The Real Slim Shady"
    oregano
    oregano
    Every single person is a Slim Shady lurking ... Or in the parking lot circling screaming I don't give a [bleep] with his windows down and his system up -Eminem earlier in that song
    Markness
    I haven’t checked the college course page since last week. My mental energy is just too poor these days.
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    Markness
    Markness
    It ends today.

    The grades would show on the course page’s grade category.

    I can’t recall how many I have at the moment.
    tree
    tree
    Oh, the class ends today.

    I thought it ended last week.
    V
    VictorR
    Virtually all post-secondary institutions have a "self service" page where you can check your details including but not limited to contact info, final grades, transcripts, course registration status, and program status.
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