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i am not sure what to say. all i know is that I need to say something. the weekend has been taxing. i am relieved it is over, while I sit her in hospital. I fear the implications of this. i feel more at home, in hospital than at home. I enjoy time with strangers more than my own family, because...
So, part two of my post. A few hours ago, I got home after working my first series of night shifts. 7 nights in a row, just me and a surgical intern to keep the hospital running between midnight and 8 AM. It's been terrifying, exciting, humbling and incredibly invigorating all at once. But...
Delivered as promised: a new update! It's written in two parts. One written 10 days ago before my night shifts, one written today after working the graveyard shift 7 nights in a row. Part two should follow later today.
I've been adjusting really well at the hospital. Before my night shifts, I...
To feel
is to be strong.
to feel
for a great loss,
why so wrong?
i sit here bored.
others,
eyes sore
cry tears
of fear,
happinies
as uncle soars
to feel is right.
coffin wheeled
out of sight.
a great loss,
at such a cost
with time we wait
one day will be ours
it is only fate.
still...
I now have a map with all the places with hidden mines that I have to avoid in my love life. These mines are charming, exciting, intelligent men, that had unloving mothers.
I also have in my map a destination: a man with his feet on Earth, capable of love, (since he received lots of it when he...
As I promised, I am not trying to make you come back to me. You flew, and I just want to say good bye from the distance.
First of all, I want to say thank you. Only you and I know how much you saved me, how much you changed my life: there is a before you, and an after you.
You were my Peter...
I sit here now. In this hard chair
before my fingers moved
expression, a blank stare
Warm tea.
racing mind
big questions
A refuge from my life
I am trying to find
Through words I type
My thoughts into compression
ski the bottom of the hill
to express is my obsessions
I shake
either sitting...
I remember, a couple of weeks ago, that we both had a good day. That was not the norm, you being without a job, me, recently separated from my husband. The following day you told me you had had a very vivid dream. You were in a building, which collapsed, and you were standing there, unscathed...
I dreamed that I was in an apartment, in a building with glass walls, making breakfast for my kids.
Suddenly someone calls me on the phone (I was wearing my Iphone’s headphones) and it was you.
I get excited, happy, and move away from the kitchen, so no one can hear me.
You talked to me, so...
For the last several months, I’ve been in the most emotionally intimate relationship I have ever had.
It was all virtual, I never met him in person. I felt seen, loved, sexy, understood. I felt I was walking hand in hand with someone that put my best interest in the same level that he did his...
I’m very emotional.
I separated from the person that was my couple for 18 years (married for fifteen years).
I connected the dots of what was going on this week.
I was disappointed. All these years looking for a reason. Elaborating the most complicated theories.
And the answer is so vulgar, so...
One more time. My body hurts, my body tenses as I make what I believed was my last movement to bring me pain... For the moment. I release a big breath as I hurt myself, rejoicing in the pain the movements bring.
Despite the fatigue of my body, my mind; chasing the hurt, wants more...
Currently, I'm busy with moving out to my very first own (rented) flat.
I never lived on my own before, so this is exciting and also scaring. However, this post isn't about living on my own; it's more about the process of moving out itself.
I moved to a different flat only once before. That...
Anyone who has read any of my threads in the past knows that my fascination with Star Wars is no secret.
Star Wars is a universe that has been my escape since I was four years old. I am partial to the Dark Side and I feel that in a blog I can go into reasons why. I have read a good majority of...
Journey back from the dark. Chapter One.
As I said in a previous post, I don't like the dark place I've ended up in, I've had glimpses of this place before but I have never stayed in it this long. However I have a feeling inside me that if I don't find the right path, I'll be back here again...
I think I may be hypermobile. Im still learning about it, but my hands and fingers range from medium to very mobile. i can W-sit, i can put my hands in pray behind my back. also it kinda makes me think that maybe my de quarvains was because of thumb instability
My eight-year-old son wants to know about the creation of everything, so I’m searching the web to find cool videos to share with him. He usually spends a lot of time in his own video games, he also has swimming classes, and spends time doing homework. And last, but not least, he has seven hours...
Title: which direction/noitcerid hcihw
Descriptor: life's direction is sometimes inexplicable
Button: click/kcilc/click
Background:
'Burly' is the name of the background.
I didn't pick it for the name.
I chose this background because the pattern looked
like snowflakes to me, rather delicate...
My eight-year-old told me last night, again, that he’s not learning anything at school. That he wants to know how everything was created, and how the plants and animals were inside. I told him the we could learn it at home anyway.
So today I found these very cool videos that I want to see and...