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Raggamuffin
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General
Woke up 5 times last night. Had an early night - in bed before 9. Me and Meg played some Trine 2 on co-op via Steam. It was fun. A real magical game. We called each other about half way through, as no voice chat made it a little tricky to know what the other was doing at times. Anyway - waking...
Greatshield17
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Personal
I originally posted this on the writing forum I'm on in honour of the Feast of Saint James, (July 25) I'll edit it slightly to remove anything stating that today is his Feast Day. Then came to him the mother of the sons of Zebedee with her sons, adoring and asking something of him. Who said to...
Raggamuffin
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General
Felt a little low last night. Meg got to the work site, we had a decent length chat. I'm still putting the blame on me for the breakup, although she reiterated that neither of us were faultless. Both of us weren't in the right headspace for a relationship, I wish I'd listened to my gut. Still...
Raggamuffin
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Everyday Life
Friday was productive at work, but how I left took some time to process. Initially it was shock. I rang Meg, we chatted briefly, but she couldn't hear me too well, so we decided to chat about it when we met later that evening. I also rang Guy and he said I'd scared them off with how I'd written...
AprilR
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Personal
There is that song i listen to once in a while. It speaks of 90s and the childhood of the singer. It made me think of my own Childhood and i burst into tears while listening to it. But it felt good. I thought of myself as that Child, wanting to have fun and bbe innocent but all the while not...
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Raggamuffin
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Been posting about work struggles in detail on my Facebook art page. Tuesday evening Guy messages me asking how work is. Made me feel unseen again. He follows my art page he can see how work is, and I didn't feel like repeating myself. So I just said exhausted. He said let's meet Thursday or on...
Woke up with about 90 mins before I had to go to work. Nerves made me a little uneasy when I pulled up in the car park, but before then I was doing ok. I had a couple of messages from Meg in the morning which helped. Although it's my usual bias in terms of how much I write and what I receive in...
Raggamuffin
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My Diagnosis
Ate some fungi. Thought it'd put me in a better state for my new job tomorrow - you know; proven reduction in depression and all that jazz. Counterintuitive? It was quite intense at times, especially flying solo, but it's winding down now. The message? Rest up - you are exhausted. Sure, I'm...
Raggamuffin
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Last night we went to Guy's and I panicked to the point of vomiting 3 times. Barely spoke, barely ate, I was the third wheel. Meg spent the evening playing with herhair whilst talking to Guy. It worried me, even though im sure its probably innocent. I just lept to catastrophic thinking. Kept...
Raggamuffin
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Everyday Life
Quiet evening with Meg planned. Nice food, snacks, back rub, chill at mine. Film and an early night. Got invited to a dinner with Meg, her mum and her step dad as he's got a new job. Change of plan. I go with it. A change of pace mind. Going from a quiet night at mine to recharge and then faced...
Raggamuffin
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Everyday Life
Threw up last night - whoops. Too much good food and I knew I should've stopped eating, but I kept going, multiple times. It's fine though - wasn't too traumatic. Normally I get some nausea and just force myself to go to sleep. But upon going to bed it was clear within moments that I'd have to...
Raggamuffin
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Everyday Life
Woke up just before 8am. My internal clock has woken me up around this time for months, even after late nights which I've had the past few nights. Been very proactive on my FB art page the past few months. IG is slowly picking up pace too, but I've been so used to FB and put off by IG that...
Had quite an angry stomach the past few days. On Friday evening Meg drove to mine as there was no space to park her van at her mum's. She was still in her work clothes, which I found oddly endearing. Kind of sexy seeing her in orange hi-vis trousers and dirty arms and skin for some reason. It'd...
AprilR
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Personal
I miss my old best friend still. I feel like i am losing part of my youth, my old self day by day. I have another friend from those days that i still talk to thankfully. But this friend was special. I am Just living without a purpose, getting away from the things that made life magical day by...
Strange juxtaposition today. My stall was the only inside one, setup in a meeting room. Whilst it was at the front of the building, there were signs directing people away from it to the entrance of the cafe. Foot traffic was slow. I saw most people walking away from the open door to the room...
Irakus34
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Aspies Central Personal Blogs
Hi. How should I start this blog entry. I'm truly confused with myself. I cannot understand any feeling inside me anymore. I'm a person who has been able to identify my emotions thanks to a lot of training for years and it wasn't until now that I'm lost with what's going on inside me. My...
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Raggamuffin
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Everyday Life
Walked 7.7 miles last night. My head was swimming. Gets sore walking for a few hours. My old hip injury from a car accident can act up. But I got it done, and in the morning I woke up with a real thirst, then back to bed. Messaged Meg on WhatsApp this morning and we had a back and forth...
Raggamuffin
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Everyday Life
Neck ache is real bad of late. Going to the park in the next village to draw and I notice it escalating. Odd mix of feeling relaxed by drawing, being outside and having space. But then having to massage my neck and shoulders with my off hand to try and calm down the pains. They're severe today...
Raggamuffin
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Other / Off Topic
First week being weed free. In that time I've been around a few people who've been smoking it whilst I was there, and it wasn't a big trigger. Cravings will come and go, but it's nowhere near as difficult as when I quit alcohol. Probably because this time round with weed my usage was the...
Irakus34
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Aspies Central Personal Blogs
Hi. It's been a long time without writing in here. I have no enough free time and energy to keep active online. Indeed, I'm writing this during my working hours. It's been truly hard for me. And I guess it will continue like that for a long while. Though, I've followed several advices I got...
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