most irritating moment was best moment, when I realized the significance of being a peaceful man, " I was on field with brother, and friend, I pitched brother hit, ball smacked me center of forehead, I got uo ready to kill so not, hurt, I hit my brother once, we told father, I was one who got punished, he said what if you hit him in wrong spot he died, you feel real bad, he was right, only one fight after that against an old friend turned nemesis which ended in draw we each seeing yellow, life kind sicked worse after that I ignored not picked on