Spencer Carr
Active Member
I do not understand how people manage the dating scene sometimes. Or not even the scene, but just the idea of dating. In the past two weeks I have had three individual situations that have been something that could lead somewhere. But, just... Aren't. And I am so exhausted mentally and emotionally by these risks, the randomness of it all. I just don't know how to process what I'm supposed to do. After a year of being single, living with an ex who wants nothing to do with me in a town where I don't know anybody, having one person display interest, let alone three was a huge confidence boost. Then for all of them to just putter out, it's got me dropping so hard I don't want to go to work.
I figure maybe each scenario is different and I'm missing something, but the rub of extroverted self perception is not something I can shake. I either completely isolate or have to leave the whims of my happiness to others? I don't understand and I pretend to be an adult
I figure maybe each scenario is different and I'm missing something, but the rub of extroverted self perception is not something I can shake. I either completely isolate or have to leave the whims of my happiness to others? I don't understand and I pretend to be an adult