As a newly diagnosed Aspie with 33 years of life behind me, I am learning my perceptions of most or all of my human interactions are terribly flawed. From my "best friends" to the worst treatment I have ever received from a human (coworkers, but I now understand and feel for them in each situation), I have been easily misled and over-trusting. This was not to my detriment most of the time because I never realized or recognized the misleading behavior of others until my last job and romantic relationship.
Now that I realize I have been laughed at and basically told how to behave, I am struggling with what is reality and what have I perceived incorrectly. After collecting skills in all restaurant positions and call centers, I must now begin a career path anew with the knowledge that I may never attain the dreams I have put my education and time behind because I simply cannot play well with others. This is my journey to the Square Hole.
Now that I realize I have been laughed at and basically told how to behave, I am struggling with what is reality and what have I perceived incorrectly. After collecting skills in all restaurant positions and call centers, I must now begin a career path anew with the knowledge that I may never attain the dreams I have put my education and time behind because I simply cannot play well with others. This is my journey to the Square Hole.