danielcollins
Well-Known Member
A friend of mine recently came across one of those facebook pictures with lots of "I can't help thinking about something" kinda quotes over it, mentioning OCD which got me thinking..
I've always known I had OCD as I was diagnosed with it along with Aspergers, ADHD etc as a child. I've never really done much research into it as I thought it was relatively self explanatory and my interests more directed towards Aspergers.
So I did some research around OCD and It's actually got quite a lot of symptoms I think the average person wouldn't consider related to OCD. From a literal perspective, one would think it was about having compulsions for order/cleanliness or the like and that's about it (I'm not putting down anyone with it, just what my thoughts of it were prior to researching into it). But it appears there's a lot of mental symptoms that fit with me perfectly:
I qoute: http://www.mind.org.uk/information-...sessive-compulsive-disorder-ocd/#.Vs3HBpyLQ3w
Common obsessions
The three most common themes are:
• a fear of failing to prevent harm – e.g. worrying that you have left
the cooker on and might cause a fire
• imagining doing harm – e.g. thinking that you are going to push
someone in front of a train
• intrusive sexual thoughts – e.g. worrying about abusing a child
• religious or blasphemous thoughts – e.g. having thoughts that are
against your religious beliefs
• fear of contamination – e.g. from dirt and germs in a toilet
• an excessive concern with order or symmetry – e.g. worrying if objects
are not in order
• illness or physical symptoms – e.g. thinking that you have cancer
when you have no symptoms.
And I find this really interesting as for years I've had intrusive thoughts of strange things, I just assumed there was something wrong with me (depression?) but never attributed it to anything else.
For me a couple of repeating ones are:
- Visions of falling over in the shower and snapping my neck
- Visions of suddenly crashing the car into the barrier and killing myself
- Visions of me failing to grip a powertool properly and harming myself (Like dropping an angle grinder)
- Visions of me becoming very angry and frustrated with someone then killing them
Although I understand I'd probably never do any of these things, nor do I have any desire to do so. They are still mental images none the less.
I thought it could be good to raise some awareness on OCD, as there maybe others with these thoughts who don't really know what to make of them. Now I can associate them with OCD I feel somewhat less broken.. but what to do about them is the next step.
I've always known I had OCD as I was diagnosed with it along with Aspergers, ADHD etc as a child. I've never really done much research into it as I thought it was relatively self explanatory and my interests more directed towards Aspergers.
So I did some research around OCD and It's actually got quite a lot of symptoms I think the average person wouldn't consider related to OCD. From a literal perspective, one would think it was about having compulsions for order/cleanliness or the like and that's about it (I'm not putting down anyone with it, just what my thoughts of it were prior to researching into it). But it appears there's a lot of mental symptoms that fit with me perfectly:
I qoute: http://www.mind.org.uk/information-...sessive-compulsive-disorder-ocd/#.Vs3HBpyLQ3w
Common obsessions
The three most common themes are:
- unwanted thoughts about harm or aggression
- unwanted sexual thoughts
- unwanted blasphemous thoughts
• a fear of failing to prevent harm – e.g. worrying that you have left
the cooker on and might cause a fire
• imagining doing harm – e.g. thinking that you are going to push
someone in front of a train
• intrusive sexual thoughts – e.g. worrying about abusing a child
• religious or blasphemous thoughts – e.g. having thoughts that are
against your religious beliefs
• fear of contamination – e.g. from dirt and germs in a toilet
• an excessive concern with order or symmetry – e.g. worrying if objects
are not in order
• illness or physical symptoms – e.g. thinking that you have cancer
when you have no symptoms.
And I find this really interesting as for years I've had intrusive thoughts of strange things, I just assumed there was something wrong with me (depression?) but never attributed it to anything else.
For me a couple of repeating ones are:
- Visions of falling over in the shower and snapping my neck
- Visions of suddenly crashing the car into the barrier and killing myself
- Visions of me failing to grip a powertool properly and harming myself (Like dropping an angle grinder)
- Visions of me becoming very angry and frustrated with someone then killing them
Although I understand I'd probably never do any of these things, nor do I have any desire to do so. They are still mental images none the less.
I thought it could be good to raise some awareness on OCD, as there maybe others with these thoughts who don't really know what to make of them. Now I can associate them with OCD I feel somewhat less broken.. but what to do about them is the next step.