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I suppose what separates me from most on this forum is that being autistic is not my only challenge, but having a low aptitude in many disciplines of life has also set me back.
My unusual learning disabilities have given me very poor coordination and balance, so I was never able to play organized sports. Medical professionals said when I was six years old that " I could not do exercises in school, moved around all the time, had completely immobilized anxiety, and was functioning on a retarded level."
In middle and high school, I tested in the bottom 25% of my peers in mechanical reasoning and space relations.
I was bullied all throughout school mercilessly due to my awkwardness, largely by my toxic friends. I even had wind passed in my face in the high school locker room when I was 16 years old, on a daily basis for four months. One of my " friends" dumped a trash can over my head in class when I was 14, and always stole my textbooks.
One day in middle school PE, the entire class of about 60 people rocked back and forth in unison saying " do the Edward" since rocking back and forth was how my autism was physically expressed.
To this day, I do not know how to make a paper airplane, or tie a tie.
I am a technological dinosaur as well, as I do not know how to e-mail forms, post you tube videos on forums, or create an avatar.
For the last 40 years, however, I have had little trouble actually socializing with people on a peripheral level. I appear quite normal and well spoken to strangers and co-workers, but do not easily make friends.
I am 61 years old and have never been out on a date, which would shock people with whom I associate.
I do not feel as though I have earned a relationship, since I have never contributed in a significant way to society.
I also could not deal with the irony of a relationship. I consider myself the most bizarre person to have ever existed, and the fact that no one could ever understand me would mean that I would always be alone.
I have mostly had nomadic jobs, where I can create the illusion of competence since I do not work with any group of people for more than 5% of the time. This had allowed to me to remain in current position for 22 years, despite a few setbacks.
i guess I am more fortunate in some ways, and more unfortunate in other ways than the majority on this forum. On average, it seems I am less intelligent, but more able to comfortably communicate with co-workers.
I suggest the classic recipe: in the morning throw 10 eggs up in the air and catch them with the top of your head, then do the same before bed with apples until you get very sleepy. Repeat for 3 months then switch to the apples in the morning and evening.
Writing the quoted post and talking about bullying in school and your difficulties in adulthood must have been painful, I know it would have been for me. But I encourage you to feel similar, not different, to people on this site. Every one of us knows what it feels like to be different, excluded, the "other." We all have different strengths and weaknesses here, but what we have in common is feeling alienated from other people. I hope you can become more accepting of yourself, and even like yourself more, from participating on the forum.I suppose what separates me from most on this forum is that being autistic is not my only challenge, but having a low aptitude in many disciplines of life has also set me back...
I don't think intelligence has much to do with the ability to work. I agree that most here displays intellect, deep thinking and well presented thoughts and feelings. But many of those also have said they speak much better here than they would in person. It's not that many are not smart enough to do jobs or have a career - it's all the other stuff that makes it difficult. I was an R.N. and worked a lot of years, but it was really hard because I had to deal with bosses and co-workers and schedules and mistreatment and I could go on and on. I did work, but after all those working years I'm tested and shown that I had severe impairment in social and occupational functioning. So being smart enough had nothing to do with why it was so difficult for me. Does that make sense?
Hi Edward and welcome.
It's true that most autistic people can easily out intellect their NT counterparts. I myself have managed to out witted a few university professors, including ones with Ph.D's. But there's the thing. Those intellectual superpowers that you are noticeing in autistic people did not come without a price. What we gain in one area, we lose in another. Plus, most autistic gain their intellectual strength by the simple fact that we must process social interaction by "cognitive" means. Which means our brains get a workout every time we go out and socialize.
In order to get a job you must first lose some of that IQ. I suggest the classic recipe: in the morning throw 10 eggs up in the air and catch them with the top of your head, then do the same before bed with apples until you get very sleepy. Repeat for 3 months then switch to the apples in the morning and evening.
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Don't eat your apple.
been there done that. lol I literally did laugh out loud.1. See a question.
2. Skip to the bottom and post my own reply.
3. Go back to read the posts and find out someone else made the same two points as I did, but in fewer words and without ranting.
4. Do not profit.
You know, all that calculation makes me dizzy just thinking about it. I can't even keep track of the football when trying to watch a game on tv. (I don't like watching sports anymore either).I think two factors skew your perception of "autistic elite" on this forum:
1) I am much more articulate online, where I have all the time in the world to properly formulate and express my thoughts. I am not so articulate in person. I've seen others on this forum make the same statement.
2) Talking about I.Q. and "elite" tends to come from the narrow view that there is only one type of intelligence. When it comes to memorizing things for a test, I excel, so I get a high ranking on the one way we've decided to measure I.Q. But understanding social interactions, remembering basic chores throughout the day, actually staying focused and productive, remembering people's names - there are so many other forms of intelligence that I would fail miserably at, should we actually decide to test them. So, now I got a high score on a test that says, "This guy's going places" and I was valedictorian of my high school, and in real life ... I just get by. Because, it turns out, one narrow measurement of intelligence doesn't equate to actual ability to deal with the real world.
Wanna stretch the limits even further? Physical coordination is in the brain. That means that the jocks that shine at football, baseball, tennis, soccer, and all those other sports - yeah, they're geniuses. Their brains are tracking the positions of other players, their strategies, and the movement of some ball in a way we couldn't even begin to calculate manually. But someone decided once that that doesn't count as intelligence.
Wanna stretch the limits even further? Physical coordination is in the brain. That means that the jocks that shine at football, baseball, tennis, soccer, and all those other sports - yeah, they're geniuses. Their brains are tracking the positions of other players, their strategies, and the movement of some ball in a way we couldn't even begin to calculate manually. But someone decided once that that doesn't count as intelligence.
My son is highly intelligent, but as they have all said, it isn't intelligence that prevent them from working a job. For as intelligent as he is, I try to convince him that he can do anything, be a writer, a model, anything, but his answer is always what is the point? Too much energy for nothing...etc. He has other physical issues that prevent him from working but without a connection to anything nothing means anything to him. Without ever getting out of his mental state there is no reason to even try because it is too much anxiety to leave his comfort zone so what matters? Then the high anxiety makes his physical condition worst, so it is a vicious circle.I seem to remember reading somewhere that 66% of people with autism are not employed.
I find this baffling because of the high level of intellect, deep thinking, and well presented thoughts and feelings that are so eloquently expressed on these forums. Most contributors seem to have far greater than average intelligence.
Why is this? Is the typical autistic individual more intelligent than average, or does this forum only attract the most intellectually elite among the autistic spectrum?
I would be shocked if only 34% of the people of these forums were capable of gainful employment.