There isn't much for me to do here.
You have a safe, comfortable home, a car, a computer and a source of income.
Your possibilities for things to do are infinite. A computer of any type* offers the opportunity to create, to express yourself, to help others and distribute it to the wider world. In doing so you can gain the respect and recognition you crave.
You have a reliable mode of transport which will take you places you can physically help others. You can volunteer at countless charities, you could drive people to & from hospital appointments, work at a food bank, get involved in politics or social movements. You say you feel strongly about fairness - why not put some effort into joining the fight for fairness? Make a contribution to improving the world for yourself and others.
Respect is not given, it is earned. You don't get it just by turning up and expecting it. People like others who make them feel good or who exhibit characteristics they admire. If you lack the skills to be charming you can gain the same benefits through kindness, generosity of spirit, wisdom or simply creating beautiful things. Talent isn't just inherent - it's also learned. It takes will and patience, but it's all there for the taking if you just put the effort in. Pick something, work hard at it then reap the rewards when you get to a level that enriches other people's lives.
You cannot take from life what you are not willing to put in. If you want happiness, you have to make other people happy first. It's not often that you find a community such as this which gives so much in the way of tolerance, encouragement and understanding without getting anything back.
* Smartphones & tablets are still computers. There is software that allows one to be creative on all these platforms. much of it free or low cost, so anyone can get started. On PC one can go a very long way with free & open-source software such as Libre Office, Shotcut, Gimp & Inkscape, to name but a few.
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