Crossbreed, my awareness
of my awareness is poor, but I am currently working with someone who is teaching me to apply the correct vocabulary ("poor self-care skills, limited awareness"), as well as helping me identify my challenges (wandering, bolting, self-injurious fits, non-verbal meltdowns, non-verbal shutdowns).
On my own, I'm not aware of when I'm doing these things. But I now know that I do them.
I can write a pretty forum post, and parrot the vocabulary regarding my challenges. But I cannot plan my day, need picture schedules to shower, dress, know when to eat, go to the bathroom, etc. to avoid hungry-meltdowns and messing myself. I can't always know when I am hungry or need to go potty, so picture schedules help!
Okay, my leaving the house without pants.... that I can find kinda funny.
After being hit by a car twice in my life, falling 25 ft from a second floor, I understand variable awareness is not a safe thing. I'm working to get some better ASD supports in place. I hope to
learn to read situations, because I cannot read myself. We never stop learning.
Your kids are really lucky to have such a smart, caring, knowledgeable Dad looking out for them. I admire your courage, strength, and understanding of your kids. I am certain they feel your love.
I admire you!