Remembering

Remembering you and the feelings i felt at the time. Loving you was like paradise to me, with its good and bad.

I felt like now that i know there is someone like you in the world, someone with a heart of gold i can bear all the unhappiness i will endure from now on. Maybe i idealized you too much in my eyes, or maybe i idealized love too much. But what i felt was happiness, more happiness than i can bear. I believed you were the best person in the world. Even if this was an illusion, i want to believe in it.

I will always cherish the feelings you inspired in me and i still believe you are a person with a beautiful soul. Thank you for being a friend to me.