I had been in therapy on and off in my 20's and early 30's and one therapist even said to me, that I do not need one, as I well able to be my own therapist and I came to the conclusion that really, the best therapist was myself, because I tend to be brutely honest with me.
Well, having moved to a different country and coming face to face with more challenges and the reality is that I need an official diagnosis of SOMETHING, it prompted me to seek out a psychiatrist for the first time ever and the first visit did not really go that bad, accept that he has made a conjecture and I have to now sort that out.
The problem I am faced with, is that every thing he says, I already know and not sure I can sit there and make out that I am ignorant.
The only thing "going" for me, is that he does not speak English and thus, my husband has to do most of the talking, so for once, I realised that I had to sort of "tutor" my willing husband on what to say and I give that man credit, he is being very accommodating.
My husband is now saying that he wants to bring up the possibility of aspergers and it was rather amusing, because when he was explaining my actions, it all shouted out: aspergers, but unfortunately, the therapist latched on to peodophila and basically, swept all other notions aside and stated: you have ptsd from the abuse. Actually, I do not. I have it from the effects of what I told the authorites and how I was treated.
He offered me either therapy or medication. I don't need medicating and I do not need therapy either. I NEED to be officially diagnosed, but it seems he is EAGER to speak to me, which is rather frustrating.
I had hoped that the language barrier would have him deal with me quickly lol
I go back this friday to see him and am so worried that it is all going to go horribly wrong.
Well, having moved to a different country and coming face to face with more challenges and the reality is that I need an official diagnosis of SOMETHING, it prompted me to seek out a psychiatrist for the first time ever and the first visit did not really go that bad, accept that he has made a conjecture and I have to now sort that out.
The problem I am faced with, is that every thing he says, I already know and not sure I can sit there and make out that I am ignorant.
The only thing "going" for me, is that he does not speak English and thus, my husband has to do most of the talking, so for once, I realised that I had to sort of "tutor" my willing husband on what to say and I give that man credit, he is being very accommodating.
My husband is now saying that he wants to bring up the possibility of aspergers and it was rather amusing, because when he was explaining my actions, it all shouted out: aspergers, but unfortunately, the therapist latched on to peodophila and basically, swept all other notions aside and stated: you have ptsd from the abuse. Actually, I do not. I have it from the effects of what I told the authorites and how I was treated.
He offered me either therapy or medication. I don't need medicating and I do not need therapy either. I NEED to be officially diagnosed, but it seems he is EAGER to speak to me, which is rather frustrating.
I had hoped that the language barrier would have him deal with me quickly lol
I go back this friday to see him and am so worried that it is all going to go horribly wrong.