For me, I suddenly realised that I am a responsible person. I never considered it before, because, for example, when I was in my birth country, I never had a specific job and even, when I did, I could walk away, if I felt uncomfortable, but in fact, I found my potential perfect jobs a bit too late; in the country I am residing at the moment. I would not impress a potential boss and my psychiatrist agrees, so never considered I was responsible, but in light of covid, I came to see, that in fact, I am responsible person. I have things to do and do them, because that is what is done.