Weird right? I know!
It just seems to me to be that every time I go somewhere new I find myself developing an arch rival, I fixate on someone as being my nemesis; if there is even a tiny conflict at all it suddenly becomes personal and then everything after that is a calculated slight against my self. At least that is what it feels like.
Like my last neighbour physically tortured me in terms of sleep depravation as a major point and indiscriminate needling at the least. But this new place I moved into has old ladies on both sides and across the street, as well as a park at the back...
So I have "picked" the revheads down the road to be intolerant of... what the hell. Like they ever did anything to me yeah, but I can?t stand that they rev their motors when they drive away and they try valiantly to get up to 300mph before the end of the block, it bothers me that their kids play in the street and they have people over all the time. Oh and parties when it?s not even the weekend, what?s with that then. Arghhhhh
Oh crap, I am the proverbial ?crazy old man on the block that yells at kids to get off his lawn? aren?t I? I mean, have never confronted them or said anything because I realise my behaviour is something else masquerading, but it just seems to me that I always have to have something to point at as a cause for feeling a certain way? maybe?
I think it is a classic case of transference huh, what do you think?
Do you have an arch enemy? Or am I just a crazy person? (Maybe I should get me some cats)
It just seems to me to be that every time I go somewhere new I find myself developing an arch rival, I fixate on someone as being my nemesis; if there is even a tiny conflict at all it suddenly becomes personal and then everything after that is a calculated slight against my self. At least that is what it feels like.
Like my last neighbour physically tortured me in terms of sleep depravation as a major point and indiscriminate needling at the least. But this new place I moved into has old ladies on both sides and across the street, as well as a park at the back...
So I have "picked" the revheads down the road to be intolerant of... what the hell. Like they ever did anything to me yeah, but I can?t stand that they rev their motors when they drive away and they try valiantly to get up to 300mph before the end of the block, it bothers me that their kids play in the street and they have people over all the time. Oh and parties when it?s not even the weekend, what?s with that then. Arghhhhh
Oh crap, I am the proverbial ?crazy old man on the block that yells at kids to get off his lawn? aren?t I? I mean, have never confronted them or said anything because I realise my behaviour is something else masquerading, but it just seems to me that I always have to have something to point at as a cause for feeling a certain way? maybe?
I think it is a classic case of transference huh, what do you think?
Do you have an arch enemy? Or am I just a crazy person? (Maybe I should get me some cats)