I have had many issues growing up I feel like now that I am an adult. I find it harder and harder to be on the same level as others. I'm not thinking about or talking about fitting in. Also, I feel more and more like a child. Although, I don't really mind that
However, I feel my skills weakening in some areas, especially in expressive language if someone is being ablest or saying, something against some thing, I believe not only when I have your name on to make a clearer argument or education to them I would also be unable to understand, why am I feeling this way and what does differently makes it ablest or discriminatory
And my comprehension also a lot of times I feel like I am stimming more. I am repeating myself more and I'm doing the same tasks repeatedly I don't mind this so much but I am puzzled by it.
The frustration comes on when I try to learn/do new things or to read, or to even write my feelings out, sometimes even through speech to text like I do sometimes or explain/say
I am very blessed. I am part of a great organization and I'm going to be on the board soon of this organization. I have a self advocacy group where we present once a month to the individuals in the programs and I am part of the program which is a day habilitation program and it is a lot of fun and the people are very nice
I want to make a good impression I don't want to seem like I am not disabled, or don't seem to be or even that I am at a higher level although I no, the majority of them arehey are very good people and would not be thinking that as much
this group is a person first, which is good but flawed it has a person centered approach, which is amazing
Another thing is I want to represent the way that I am but I want to express myself in a way they will understand at least or try to because a lot of the times that I don't even know what I'm saying anymore
I want to be able to make memories and actually remember them and be able to reference them when I talk and I want to hear others opinions, and be able to understand their way of thinking and be able to have a discussion and help people understand things about non-verbal/non-speakers I want to be able to further my knowledge in someway, even though I will not be going to college
There are so many things I want to share but I also sometimes want to be able to reference things like or find information that can help them understand
I'm not sure if any of you know but disability advocate, Judie humann passed away on I believe March 4. I want to be like her someday, and I originally had the opportunity to see her over zoom with a group of people and I really wanted to talk to her personally
However, I feel my skills weakening in some areas, especially in expressive language if someone is being ablest or saying, something against some thing, I believe not only when I have your name on to make a clearer argument or education to them I would also be unable to understand, why am I feeling this way and what does differently makes it ablest or discriminatory
And my comprehension also a lot of times I feel like I am stimming more. I am repeating myself more and I'm doing the same tasks repeatedly I don't mind this so much but I am puzzled by it.
The frustration comes on when I try to learn/do new things or to read, or to even write my feelings out, sometimes even through speech to text like I do sometimes or explain/say
I am very blessed. I am part of a great organization and I'm going to be on the board soon of this organization. I have a self advocacy group where we present once a month to the individuals in the programs and I am part of the program which is a day habilitation program and it is a lot of fun and the people are very nice
I want to make a good impression I don't want to seem like I am not disabled, or don't seem to be or even that I am at a higher level although I no, the majority of them arehey are very good people and would not be thinking that as much
this group is a person first, which is good but flawed it has a person centered approach, which is amazing
Another thing is I want to represent the way that I am but I want to express myself in a way they will understand at least or try to because a lot of the times that I don't even know what I'm saying anymore
I want to be able to make memories and actually remember them and be able to reference them when I talk and I want to hear others opinions, and be able to understand their way of thinking and be able to have a discussion and help people understand things about non-verbal/non-speakers I want to be able to further my knowledge in someway, even though I will not be going to college
There are so many things I want to share but I also sometimes want to be able to reference things like or find information that can help them understand
I'm not sure if any of you know but disability advocate, Judie humann passed away on I believe March 4. I want to be like her someday, and I originally had the opportunity to see her over zoom with a group of people and I really wanted to talk to her personally