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Markness

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  • I am almost completely broke. :(
    UberScout
    UberScout
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    "You're gonna be okay, Mark."
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    I have £249.11p on me right now, in notes and coins..

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    While not exactly broke. That's all I have....
    I can’t even meet anyone through forums or Discord. :(
    S
    Slime_Punk
    Yeah, man. What are your hobbies? That's always a good convo-starter wherever you are
    Markness
    Markness
    @Gerontius I honestly forgot we ever corresponded.
    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    @Markness it wasn't a great time for me to really answer PM's, and I'm not real sure how to help other than some of what I've said here. I did see that about you catching up with an old friend. Pretty cool.
    Time is not on my side. If anything, it’s doing what it can to destroy me.
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    Time is on my side - Mick Jagger
    tree
    tree
    Very poignant story of helpless desperation, @Markness. What does telling yourself that do for you?
    Nothing distracts me from feeling depressed.
    tree
    tree
    You're almost asking a question. *How can I act against feeling submerged in the idea that nothing is worth doing?"
    I am scared I can’t get my life in order at my age (33 and 1/2) and that I will never come into my own.
    tree
    tree
    You're saying you're feeling powerless.
    Therapy appointment was tense.
    S
    Slime_Punk
    Sorry to hear that. Was this one of your first sessions? If so, that might actually get a lot better over time!
    Markness
    Markness
    I’ve been going to this therapist for years now.
    I wish there were books for men like me who want a girlfriend at my age (33) but struggle to just even get our feet in the door.
    I wish it wasn’t so hard for me to just get a coffee date. It almost feels impossible.
    tree
    tree
    Re-state that as a positive goal.
    Markness
    Markness
    I want to know if it’s possible for me to find love at my age.
    tree
    tree
    @Markness That's it? Just a sort of survey type question? "Is it or is it not possible for a person to love at the age of 30+ years?" Why wouldn't it be possible to love? Note, I am not saying "find love." I am saying 'love.'
    I envy those who can easily socially interact and get dates. I bang my head against the wall instead.
    Still feeling feverish.
    tree
    tree
    Have you, or anyone else, taken your temperature?
    Markness
    Markness
    I haven’t nor has anyone else. The fever broke this morning.
    tree
    tree
    If the temperature wasn't measured, how do you know it was a fever?
    Feeling feverish at work.
    tree
    tree
    Did you get any medicine yesterday when you went to the walk-in clinic?
    Markness
    Markness
    I was prescribed a cream for my armpits.
    tree
    tree
    Hope it helps.
    Worried about not getting sleep tonight.
    Homulilly
    Homulilly
    Hug a stuffed animal. Idk. It might help with loneliness and going to bed.
    Markness
    Markness
    I have a Nanachi plush that stays on the other side of my bed. I forget that I can hug it.
    I hate how lonely my existence is.
    Misery
    Misery
    Havent we been over this? You might not be so lonely all the time if you'd just stop telling yourself how worthless you think you are. Key word there is "think", because that's what this is all about... your own negative thought cycle. Nobody can pull you out of this except yourself. But dagnabit, you cant do that until you stop saying "I cant" and start saying "I can".
    I wish I could wake up to a lover next to me. :(
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    If I was a genie I'd grant the wish. You'd get hit by bus, You'd wake up out of a coma being lovingly held by a nurse who's 'taken a liking to you'. But the nurse would be male. Then Id say sorry, no refunds. Your next 2 wishes?
    Markness
    Markness
    I am not in the mood for jokes.
    Markness
    Markness
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