And for anyone not familiar with latin, history and/or philosophy... it roughly translates to; "Who will guard the guards themselves?"... or of course a more popculture related reference "Who watches the watchmen?".
With that quote in mind I'm beginning to think that that bit of "paranoia" going on in my mind is not that far off anymore. Nowadays, I read way too much stories about supervisors that are corrupt, politicians, police officers that are being reprimanded, teachers that do not act "responsible" and the list goes on.
Yesterday whilst standing at the counter to grab a burger (at a big competitor to the one with the yellow arches) a manager was fiddling around with the ATM at the cashregister. I as a customer have no idea what he's doing, but I just guess the thing broke down. Now, let's put in a bit of paranoia, shall we? What if... he was messing around with the machine in order to steal my code and number? Sounds weird? Not so much, as I've heard stories where people had their code, as well as their cardnumber "stolen" IN a store. How was it done? Exactly, an employee was messing around with the machine.
So really, who makes sure that this doesn't happen? Add in that even my therapist noticed I have trust issues with people in general and think people act suspicious easily. What if I'm right?
And truth be told, I have been right quite a few times... even if the scenario was so far fetched people could not have guessed it like that. I recall situations where I was chatting with people and I kept a chatlog, only to figure out they weren't real and ready to frame me down the line. Just on a hunch... The entire story of that, totally different deal, not going into it right now.
So all in all, paranoid yes, clinicically a problem, no... but with experiences had, as well as collective societal experience (ie. the stories you read and hear), I can see how being paranoid as a reality check is becoming more... well, real... and suffering paranoia as a clinical thing is dying out...
But I'm quite sure this hunch still is paranoia...
You can sleep safely again ;]
With that quote in mind I'm beginning to think that that bit of "paranoia" going on in my mind is not that far off anymore. Nowadays, I read way too much stories about supervisors that are corrupt, politicians, police officers that are being reprimanded, teachers that do not act "responsible" and the list goes on.
Yesterday whilst standing at the counter to grab a burger (at a big competitor to the one with the yellow arches) a manager was fiddling around with the ATM at the cashregister. I as a customer have no idea what he's doing, but I just guess the thing broke down. Now, let's put in a bit of paranoia, shall we? What if... he was messing around with the machine in order to steal my code and number? Sounds weird? Not so much, as I've heard stories where people had their code, as well as their cardnumber "stolen" IN a store. How was it done? Exactly, an employee was messing around with the machine.
So really, who makes sure that this doesn't happen? Add in that even my therapist noticed I have trust issues with people in general and think people act suspicious easily. What if I'm right?
And truth be told, I have been right quite a few times... even if the scenario was so far fetched people could not have guessed it like that. I recall situations where I was chatting with people and I kept a chatlog, only to figure out they weren't real and ready to frame me down the line. Just on a hunch... The entire story of that, totally different deal, not going into it right now.
So all in all, paranoid yes, clinicically a problem, no... but with experiences had, as well as collective societal experience (ie. the stories you read and hear), I can see how being paranoid as a reality check is becoming more... well, real... and suffering paranoia as a clinical thing is dying out...
But I'm quite sure this hunch still is paranoia...
Or is it?
You can sleep safely again ;]