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Yesterday was my birthday, and it was pretty bad most of the day because I was so tense and anxious my back hurt. I spent almost the entire workday goofing off in my lab trying to escape how awful I was feeling. In the evening I went down to the public library and checked out the movie Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs, and retreated home to watch it after dinner. I like animated films more than live-action ones. I like some live-action ones too, but it's like my artistic side appreciates...

I'm waiting for my Brit Bud duck and my 80's Cube duck to arrive. We ordered them from the Just Ducks website on Saturday. As you may have guessed, I love rubber ducks. I love how you can get them in all kinds of different designs and how each one looks like it has its own unique personality. A bit like us humans really. Though I'm a fan of the classic yellow rubber duck, I feel these unusually designed ducks are trying to get across that it's OK, and that it's cool, to be different. To be...

First blog! OK, so I went with my Mum to the industrial estate near where we live to practice stopping and starting the car, seeing as I'll be 17 in November and I want to get in as much practice as I can before I start taking driving lessons. I didn't get off to a very good start, what with making the car jump and almost crashing into a wall! But I persevered, and Mum was great, bless her, and within half an hour I was driving around the car park! I know I've still got a lot to learn but I...

Alright day :mask: My 'rents have been out since 12 (about 5 hours) so it's been pretty quiet. I've been living on fish fingers and a pot noodle all afternoon, but it's going swell. I felt a bit down yesterday. Family problems. But it's not really something I can change. I also did a bit of training today haha. About 20 minutes. then I gave up :rolleyes2: Gonna take pics today. Update soon!

Only 4 more days till Jens (My fiance) gets back from France, and I can't wait. I find myself so hyper, even though the days feel like they're going super slow the closer it gets to this date. Luckily I have a quality new friend who I've spent all day talking to on MSN who's making it worth getting through:lol2: Thank you, friend! I hope you have a good afternoon in town and that you get some good photos taken =^n_n^= Today I wrote a letter to my auntie Susie. I miss her and Darren, her...

If my life was a book, its genre would be of suspense. This is because I'm constantly waiting for the fun to start. It is always out of my grasp. Perhaps my arms do not stretch far enough. Everyone else can take ahold of it, but my fault genes can do nothing but slap myself in the face. If there is fun, it is short lived and mixed with the contradicting anguish of rejection. For all but I, fun is a gift that keeps on giving. For me, fun is a curse. It is the sweet aftertaste of a bitter...

I saw a dog walking himself a few days ago. I never thought this was possible, but I guess anything is possible in these days. I wondered why he was free was he was born in captivity. I realized he was as free as I am. He was born for a reason and he will die for one too. I do not know why I was born. Perhaps if there is a God, he is cruel and wants nothing but to laugh at me. Or, perhaps I hold some thing that I must give to someone else. Whatever the reason, for whichever reason I was...

I saw a cigarette today. It was on the ground in the beach. To some, this is just litter. But to me, it was profound. It was not profound because of what it is or why it is there, but rather, of what it stands for. A cigarette was made for enjoyment but it does not last forever. It was cast away when the going got rough for everyone to see. That is like me. My parents wanted a normal, happy boy, but instead got this empty shell of a person. If I was normal, maybe they would be happy and...

As a child, I have always been wanting to wish and use my imaginations that it was like I live in there everyday imagining all sorts of things like becoming a bus driver, being on TV, being an actor and making films and to be someone who just fitted in somewhere and never had any doubts or anything. As I was growing up, I'm not the same person as I used to be and having depression at the age of 15 was like being trapped inside a small room without any windows, doors or anything and it felt...

Buckley?s To None I was driving along the road at night with an old shovel beside me, against the passenger seat, its head in its own floor space. A tin can, stuffed full of receipts since the last time I?d emptied my wallet, moved about on the floor and rattled against the shovel. 1 X Second hand shovel . . . $30 ? An Adventure-of-a-life-time; priceless! The night sky had been broken up by stringy patches of moonlight-whitened cloud that held an eerie presence. There was...

Maybe it's just my personality, but I tend to think too much and I fail to see others' effects. I did not know that others, in their own hearts, also want a slice of the pie. In this case, how can I work with many people with their own egos? When all we need is followers, we have a plenty lot of people who just wants to lead in their way. I feel even more alienated in the process. Deep in my vicious heart, I wished I can do things all over again and just set up a dictatorship, so that...

It's simply unfair that I had not been appreciated for what I had did. I had been doing thankless jobs, I had been trying to think the possibilities of doing things the most efficient way that will sustain them as far as they can, yet it's unfair to see me being under-appreciated for any good that I had done. As you can see, I try to keep a patchwork of diverse elements together through some things that are not so well-understood by others. I even attracted scorn even by understanding...

Hey everyone, Just wanted to point out that members can now choose between a selection of five different styles/themes. To do so, see the drop-down menu at the very bottom of the forums. Once you make your selection, it will be remembered the next time you log in. The new themes consist of simple background design changes only. Currently, the default theme has been changed temporarily to help alert members to this new feature. Hope everyone likes it and more themes may be added in the future.

Hey everyone, Just want to give a quick overview of some changes and additions to AspiesCentral.com. Last Update: 10 June 2010. Navigation Additional navigation menu can be found under the search box on every page. This navigation changes when browsing blogs and displays different links. What's New The What's New feature lists all posts and new threads since your last visit to the forums. It is very useful and worth checking out. Who's Online addition. The Who's Online box at the bottom...

Hey, this is my first post, probably my last as most blogs go. I had my Drama and Theater studied exam today which was horrible and meant that I had to spend all of yesterday evening reading a play that I should have read weeks ago. It was noisy at home so I decided to walk for half an hour and go and sit in a field. I really enjoyed sitting there in the sun but as soon as dusk came, I began getting attacked by everything with 6 legs (and some with 8). I lost count of how many times I got...