I literally wasted my entire 30's. I did nothing. Stayed in the house all the time except for therapy and doctors appointments. I also had a terrible therapist and the doctor although was good I use to wait hours to see him.
I was bitter at God. I left the Church in my late 20's. I went to being antisocial. I gained much weight because I was on medication that the hospital gave me when I was committed for a week. The medication was bad. It did nothing to control my meltdowns or depression.
It was not until I was 42 when my sister nearly died and I came back to God and the Church. Covid almost made me give up again and revert but I had friends from Church who supported me.
Now at 45 1/2 I am fully back in the Church and and a new life group, more friends. I am doing Yoga just about everyday except Saturday and I have supportive great teachers. I however since doing yoga feel more energetic and in a better mood.
But I keep looking back at my wasted years. If I did not waste them and did what I did now in my 30s there is a possibility I could have been in a relationship. But I feel like I blew it. Your 30s are your prime years for socializing and doing things.
I also did more things this past four years than I did in my entire life.
I was bitter at God. I left the Church in my late 20's. I went to being antisocial. I gained much weight because I was on medication that the hospital gave me when I was committed for a week. The medication was bad. It did nothing to control my meltdowns or depression.
It was not until I was 42 when my sister nearly died and I came back to God and the Church. Covid almost made me give up again and revert but I had friends from Church who supported me.
Now at 45 1/2 I am fully back in the Church and and a new life group, more friends. I am doing Yoga just about everyday except Saturday and I have supportive great teachers. I however since doing yoga feel more energetic and in a better mood.
But I keep looking back at my wasted years. If I did not waste them and did what I did now in my 30s there is a possibility I could have been in a relationship. But I feel like I blew it. Your 30s are your prime years for socializing and doing things.
I also did more things this past four years than I did in my entire life.
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