William Weiler
Ad Astra
This goes against conventional wisdom and I can get into trouble for sure. In fact I already got kicked out of a Zoom seminar for basically saying what I was doing in my life. I vacillated back on forth on why I was kicked out (asked to leave by instructor, a suggestion, not mean spirited in anyway, but the referral she gave me was revealing to say the least) and talked to many people about it, so not what you think (if you ARE thinking that).
I hit on idiot/savant. I found someone whos brother was crazy successful in business who has the same talents as me, but maybe quite a bit better. I had two questions my whole life: 1) why don't people believe I can do what I do, despite doing it in front of them? 2) why do people give me no creditability, and often look down on me?
My understanding is complex, but my idiot phase triggers a sense I am incompetent. I come across as not credible. My savant phase is beyond what anyone believes someone can do. It is met with disbelief or anger, or in the case of people at work, depression. They see it as something they could never achieve.
I want to find more people like me. It has been really lonely not being understood or acknowledged all these years.
The danger is people are invested in the classic ideas. They will not like at all what I am saying. This post could get removed as offensive or controversial.
I hit on idiot/savant. I found someone whos brother was crazy successful in business who has the same talents as me, but maybe quite a bit better. I had two questions my whole life: 1) why don't people believe I can do what I do, despite doing it in front of them? 2) why do people give me no creditability, and often look down on me?
My understanding is complex, but my idiot phase triggers a sense I am incompetent. I come across as not credible. My savant phase is beyond what anyone believes someone can do. It is met with disbelief or anger, or in the case of people at work, depression. They see it as something they could never achieve.
I want to find more people like me. It has been really lonely not being understood or acknowledged all these years.
The danger is people are invested in the classic ideas. They will not like at all what I am saying. This post could get removed as offensive or controversial.