22 Years and It's Over
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Hi
I hope many of you will gain insight into people on the spectrum although each and every person is different and functions at a different level.. One thing I never managed to work out was where behaviour due to being on the spectrum stopped and the personality/character took over.
I had been with my Asperger's husband for nearly 22 years and 2 weeks ago he decided to divorce me..
We had flirted with each other as teenagers however we each went in different directions and met again after each of us had been previously married and each of us had adult children.
The story is complicated so I will share it as questions are asked of me.
To commence the story a short summary:
We re-met at a dinner 22 years ago and since we had seen each other on and off at social or business venues over the years we welcomed each other warmly as old friends and instant attraction.
I knew there was something different about his behaviour but couldn't put my finger on it.. Whatever it was I found him predictable and something I learned to deal with even thought at times on a regular basis I was very distressed - the only sure thing was that we loved each other.
A few months later after having spent a few nights a week together he asked me to move in.
A couple of years later we married
Ten years later he retired.
Five years home 24/7 and I began having major daily stress owing to his depression and more and more awkward conversation which is normal for a professional man after retirement and so that is what I simply needed to deal with...
I noticed his conversation becoming more and more odd and took him to see a geriatrician..it wasn't dementia... we sought counselling.. the psychologists wanted to see him again and not me... he refused to go on his own saying the issues were both out faults...in reality in his mind one has to admit that he found me as an NT as difficult as I found him still without any diagnosis as to the cause of what his differences were to me..
Financial difficulties hit and we had to move from our house...We ended up living separately and there is another story behind the why..We had planned to discuss what we would do, either rent or downsize.
He went away to find himself - we moved separately - a few weeks later after doing some research I worked out that he probably had Aspergers syndrome and he agreed to see a specialist psychologist .. He admitted he always had had problems integrating with life in general and was bullied at school...the psychologist confirmed my beliefs...A week later I was diagnosed with an aggressive breast cancer - he took off his wedding ring and told me I didn't need him anymore and couldn't have intimated relations so he would need it from elsewhere..That was five years ago... I underwent chemotherapy for 18 months and it took another 3 years to reach what I considered to be as close to my previous me as I would get..which brings me to the present time.
I hope many of you will gain insight into people on the spectrum although each and every person is different and functions at a different level.. One thing I never managed to work out was where behaviour due to being on the spectrum stopped and the personality/character took over.
I had been with my Asperger's husband for nearly 22 years and 2 weeks ago he decided to divorce me..
We had flirted with each other as teenagers however we each went in different directions and met again after each of us had been previously married and each of us had adult children.
The story is complicated so I will share it as questions are asked of me.
To commence the story a short summary:
We re-met at a dinner 22 years ago and since we had seen each other on and off at social or business venues over the years we welcomed each other warmly as old friends and instant attraction.
I knew there was something different about his behaviour but couldn't put my finger on it.. Whatever it was I found him predictable and something I learned to deal with even thought at times on a regular basis I was very distressed - the only sure thing was that we loved each other.
A few months later after having spent a few nights a week together he asked me to move in.
A couple of years later we married
Ten years later he retired.
Five years home 24/7 and I began having major daily stress owing to his depression and more and more awkward conversation which is normal for a professional man after retirement and so that is what I simply needed to deal with...
I noticed his conversation becoming more and more odd and took him to see a geriatrician..it wasn't dementia... we sought counselling.. the psychologists wanted to see him again and not me... he refused to go on his own saying the issues were both out faults...in reality in his mind one has to admit that he found me as an NT as difficult as I found him still without any diagnosis as to the cause of what his differences were to me..
Financial difficulties hit and we had to move from our house...We ended up living separately and there is another story behind the why..We had planned to discuss what we would do, either rent or downsize.
He went away to find himself - we moved separately - a few weeks later after doing some research I worked out that he probably had Aspergers syndrome and he agreed to see a specialist psychologist .. He admitted he always had had problems integrating with life in general and was bullied at school...the psychologist confirmed my beliefs...A week later I was diagnosed with an aggressive breast cancer - he took off his wedding ring and told me I didn't need him anymore and couldn't have intimated relations so he would need it from elsewhere..That was five years ago... I underwent chemotherapy for 18 months and it took another 3 years to reach what I considered to be as close to my previous me as I would get..which brings me to the present time.