He tried to blame it on me. Saying that I don't go to the group enough. That I can't handle it emotionally. I was devastated and it bought back memories of my past. He was my first friend I made at the church but he was toxic. He was the one who said I was obsessed with women. That I would never have a girlfriend. He made me think the Thursday group was against me until my wise yoga teacher Tashya convince me that it was him.
Since joining two life groups, one for two years and the other now for a few months I got much support from them even though they consist of almost all women it boosted my conversation and confidence greatly to approach to talk to them. Also it gave me a mind set since most were single that they all did not hate me. Unlike my former friend who would say I am obsessed.
My mother finally said not to bother to contact him anymore. Just to greet him at service. I did not even when I was a mess last week. I only contacted those few people including that kind woman who says kind words too me. I don't need him. I have better friends now. Too tell the truth I don't think he likes that I am autistic. All my other friends know and they don't care.
Since joining two life groups, one for two years and the other now for a few months I got much support from them even though they consist of almost all women it boosted my conversation and confidence greatly to approach to talk to them. Also it gave me a mind set since most were single that they all did not hate me. Unlike my former friend who would say I am obsessed.
My mother finally said not to bother to contact him anymore. Just to greet him at service. I did not even when I was a mess last week. I only contacted those few people including that kind woman who says kind words too me. I don't need him. I have better friends now. Too tell the truth I don't think he likes that I am autistic. All my other friends know and they don't care.
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