Hi everyone
Sorry to not introduce myself properly before posting, but I am feeling a bit desperate.
I have been officially diagnosed with Asperger's 6 months ago. Since then, I experience more and more meltdowns, often followed by shutdowns. Looking back at my childhood, I realize that I used to have meltdowns very frequently for a period of time. They somehow disappeared around the age of 10 or 11, I still don't know due to what or how. Maybe some masking / unconscious coping mechanism.
Right now, it seems though as if all the coping mechanisms I have built over the years went out of order. It's as if a mask fell down and I feel completely exposed. I experience at least one meltdown a week when I try to function as I used to before. This worries me greatly. Is that "normal"? How can I possibly function to an extent that gets me somewhere in life? I feel constantly overwhelmed. I feel completely lost in this process and I don't understand what is going on.
I would very much appreciate some advice from people who might have gone through the same or similar and how they managed to copy. I feel so incredibly fragile, it's scary and I don't really know what to hold on to.
Thank you very much everyone.
Sorry to not introduce myself properly before posting, but I am feeling a bit desperate.
I have been officially diagnosed with Asperger's 6 months ago. Since then, I experience more and more meltdowns, often followed by shutdowns. Looking back at my childhood, I realize that I used to have meltdowns very frequently for a period of time. They somehow disappeared around the age of 10 or 11, I still don't know due to what or how. Maybe some masking / unconscious coping mechanism.
Right now, it seems though as if all the coping mechanisms I have built over the years went out of order. It's as if a mask fell down and I feel completely exposed. I experience at least one meltdown a week when I try to function as I used to before. This worries me greatly. Is that "normal"? How can I possibly function to an extent that gets me somewhere in life? I feel constantly overwhelmed. I feel completely lost in this process and I don't understand what is going on.
I would very much appreciate some advice from people who might have gone through the same or similar and how they managed to copy. I feel so incredibly fragile, it's scary and I don't really know what to hold on to.
Thank you very much everyone.