Psique
INTP but with feels
Hello everyone, I've been immersed into autism related texts and videos since yesterday, and decided to join a forum as well. Throughout my childhood and teenage years (that are still going on : p)
I always felt somewhat different. Socializing is tough, even greeting is a nightmare (thank god a few extroverts adopted me and we clicked heh)
My hobbies and interests are always a big deal to me and a big part of who I am so I research and live them intensely (and feel disproportionally offended when others don't appreciate them lol).
I'm still figuring "stims" out, so maybe you guys can tell me if these things are more or less like it: biting anything I can reach, and sometimes swallowing (erasers, paper, plastic from pens, blankets and other cozy things) is considered a stim? Also, are having a terrible sense of direction and space, and struggling to recognize and memorise people's names and faces a thing?
Entering the sensory field, scaring me is awfully easy, loud sounds make me jump off my chair, but what stands out the most is how nauseated a lot of smells get me, and I can recognize smells surprisingly well. Sorry if it isn't related at all. There are many other things, but I'll try not to elongate this even more.
Some things that get me confused while reading about the subject are that I'm heavily verbal and good at recognizing facial cues and figurated language. So, all of this is new to me but I'm eager to know more and who knows, even diagnose myself and later on look for an asessment. Thank you SO much if you even read this until the end
I always felt somewhat different. Socializing is tough, even greeting is a nightmare (thank god a few extroverts adopted me and we clicked heh)
My hobbies and interests are always a big deal to me and a big part of who I am so I research and live them intensely (and feel disproportionally offended when others don't appreciate them lol).
I'm still figuring "stims" out, so maybe you guys can tell me if these things are more or less like it: biting anything I can reach, and sometimes swallowing (erasers, paper, plastic from pens, blankets and other cozy things) is considered a stim? Also, are having a terrible sense of direction and space, and struggling to recognize and memorise people's names and faces a thing?
Entering the sensory field, scaring me is awfully easy, loud sounds make me jump off my chair, but what stands out the most is how nauseated a lot of smells get me, and I can recognize smells surprisingly well. Sorry if it isn't related at all. There are many other things, but I'll try not to elongate this even more.
Some things that get me confused while reading about the subject are that I'm heavily verbal and good at recognizing facial cues and figurated language. So, all of this is new to me but I'm eager to know more and who knows, even diagnose myself and later on look for an asessment. Thank you SO much if you even read this until the end
