Recently, I caught my husband in a lie. The thing that was lied about seems small, yet it has caused me to feel that all the rules have changed, and I am having to re assess our relationship. When I demanded to know why he'd lied to me, he said that he had feared my judgement. I also felt hurt, shut out and deemed not good enough to be confided in.
Maybe it would help to say what the lie was about. About a year ago, his doctor put him on an ADD medication. He quit taking it (don't remember why) and as far as I knew, he hadn't been taking any lately. I was getting laundry ready to wash and went through his pockets and found pills. Earlier we had been discussing that very medication because of something I had read on line. So after finding the pills, I asked him if by any chance he was still taking this medication. He looked me right in the eye and said No. Now confused, I asked what the pills were that I had found in his pocket? He looked uncomfortable and had to admit that he had lied to me. He said the reason he had kept it from me was because he had found the pills (somebody had dropped them) and decided to start taking them, and he thought I would think less of him. This made no sense to me. He was telling me the truth about finding them, but I still didn't understand why he had felt the need to hide anything from me. I feel that I will always wonder if he is telling me the truth now!
Maybe it would help to say what the lie was about. About a year ago, his doctor put him on an ADD medication. He quit taking it (don't remember why) and as far as I knew, he hadn't been taking any lately. I was getting laundry ready to wash and went through his pockets and found pills. Earlier we had been discussing that very medication because of something I had read on line. So after finding the pills, I asked him if by any chance he was still taking this medication. He looked me right in the eye and said No. Now confused, I asked what the pills were that I had found in his pocket? He looked uncomfortable and had to admit that he had lied to me. He said the reason he had kept it from me was because he had found the pills (somebody had dropped them) and decided to start taking them, and he thought I would think less of him. This made no sense to me. He was telling me the truth about finding them, but I still didn't understand why he had felt the need to hide anything from me. I feel that I will always wonder if he is telling me the truth now!