My name is Francois. "Miaou" is the way cats speak in French (it means "Mew" for English cats).
After an ADHD assessment by a neuropsychologist, the result was that my executive functions are average (so I doesn't have ADHD) and she recommended instead a new assessment for ASD. And indeed several people already suggested me I could be autistic, but it was not taken seriously neither by me nor by my mother.
I failed kindergarten , seriously !! I had no friends before university. I met my first girlfriend at 24 yo. And of course I need to write a kind of algorithm to learn how to dance, with a catastrophic result.
At age 9 and 10, I invented an pictographic and ideographic language that was inspired by egyptian hieroglyphs and by how I expect chinese characters to work.
The intent was not to communicate with people but rather to describe the world in the most logical way I could. I love morphosyntax but had trouble with conversational language pragmatics, even if by now I seem rather normal for most people.
I love to play "in my mind" with visual textures and symmetry patterns I see everywhere.
I have written about 30 pages of why I am almost sure I am on the autism spectrum.
But I am still unsure. Yeah I have trouble with ambiguities. I always look for proofs and explanations.
And I am always asking me WHY am I like this or like that, WHY am I failing my phd, etc etc...
I take antidepressants but I think that knowing WHY I am the way I am could help me to accept me...
I have a master degree in mathematics, a degree in engineering, an incomplete phd in biophysics, but I am struggling to find a job because I have no experience in anything practical. I am studying artificial intelligence by my own now. Fortunately I have a girlfriend that I see twice a month..
People say I have trouble to be concise... as shown in the current description.
I have no difficulty with sarcasm. hahahaha
After an ADHD assessment by a neuropsychologist, the result was that my executive functions are average (so I doesn't have ADHD) and she recommended instead a new assessment for ASD. And indeed several people already suggested me I could be autistic, but it was not taken seriously neither by me nor by my mother.
I failed kindergarten , seriously !! I had no friends before university. I met my first girlfriend at 24 yo. And of course I need to write a kind of algorithm to learn how to dance, with a catastrophic result.
At age 9 and 10, I invented an pictographic and ideographic language that was inspired by egyptian hieroglyphs and by how I expect chinese characters to work.
The intent was not to communicate with people but rather to describe the world in the most logical way I could. I love morphosyntax but had trouble with conversational language pragmatics, even if by now I seem rather normal for most people.
I love to play "in my mind" with visual textures and symmetry patterns I see everywhere.
I have written about 30 pages of why I am almost sure I am on the autism spectrum.
But I am still unsure. Yeah I have trouble with ambiguities. I always look for proofs and explanations.
And I am always asking me WHY am I like this or like that, WHY am I failing my phd, etc etc...
I take antidepressants but I think that knowing WHY I am the way I am could help me to accept me...
I have a master degree in mathematics, a degree in engineering, an incomplete phd in biophysics, but I am struggling to find a job because I have no experience in anything practical. I am studying artificial intelligence by my own now. Fortunately I have a girlfriend that I see twice a month..
People say I have trouble to be concise... as shown in the current description.
I have no difficulty with sarcasm. hahahaha
