lostinlife
Active Member
I am fed up of losing in life. PTSD is making it worse. I have nothing to hold on to. Autism destroyed my life before it even began.
I want a big compensation for what I have taken in life. I want to become a powerful billionaire and hurt all the people that have hurt me in my life. Is this possible despite my autism? If yes, I will keep living. Or else I am going to kill myself. This is my final decision. Death is better than the constant misery I am in.
I don't care how much hard work I have to put in. Even if it means sleeping 4 hours a day instead of 7 or taking more crap from people and putting my life in line, I will still do it because that is how much success means to me.
If you need info to help me make a decision, currently I am a 22 year old nobody, with no job/money and social skills. I am pretty sure I am close to the lowest part of the spectrum. I have no money making skills either.
I want a big compensation for what I have taken in life. I want to become a powerful billionaire and hurt all the people that have hurt me in my life. Is this possible despite my autism? If yes, I will keep living. Or else I am going to kill myself. This is my final decision. Death is better than the constant misery I am in.
I don't care how much hard work I have to put in. Even if it means sleeping 4 hours a day instead of 7 or taking more crap from people and putting my life in line, I will still do it because that is how much success means to me.
If you need info to help me make a decision, currently I am a 22 year old nobody, with no job/money and social skills. I am pretty sure I am close to the lowest part of the spectrum. I have no money making skills either.