I am at my end with God. This is my second time leaving him. While he keeps blessing couples, new babies and new couples he keeps cursing me. I use to go to every event but if there were any women their they would not give me the time of day. Then annoying couples would bother me with there blessings. I use to brush it off but now it's just annoying.
Example last Sunday two girls in front of me started to talk to each other during the greeting even them saying to talk to someone you don't know. Meanwhile Michael an husband with a beautiful wife and three kids scared the crap out of me walking behind me patting my back. I was so ticked off. Then after service those two girls left together. Then I was completely ignored by another woman who I sat next to at the park. Meanwhile annoying Eric who got married last year went to shake my hand I hated it and was ticked at him too.
Also you got people wearing masks at Church which freaked me out often after taking triple medication for it does nothing.
Now the latest curse from God when I wake up I have major back pain so bad I can't even walk. I have to keep walking a bit slowly so the pain goes away but not fully.
I am just sick of God blessing others, during Covid there were new marriages and babies meanwhile I get mask phobia and now back pain.
Example last Sunday two girls in front of me started to talk to each other during the greeting even them saying to talk to someone you don't know. Meanwhile Michael an husband with a beautiful wife and three kids scared the crap out of me walking behind me patting my back. I was so ticked off. Then after service those two girls left together. Then I was completely ignored by another woman who I sat next to at the park. Meanwhile annoying Eric who got married last year went to shake my hand I hated it and was ticked at him too.
Also you got people wearing masks at Church which freaked me out often after taking triple medication for it does nothing.
Now the latest curse from God when I wake up I have major back pain so bad I can't even walk. I have to keep walking a bit slowly so the pain goes away but not fully.
I am just sick of God blessing others, during Covid there were new marriages and babies meanwhile I get mask phobia and now back pain.