Sarahrken
New Member
My emotional support cat Bilbo died yesturday morning he had a cardiac arrest and he died. I am on the spectrum and while I have suffered loses in my life I have never ever felt pain like this it’s an alien feeling, I am generally pretty emotionless. I am 30 years old I have no children he was my child my everything, I was his comfort and he mine. I have another cat but our bond is nothing like what Bilbo and I had. I miss him so much the pain is unbearable. I can never see myself being the same again. What a massive void such a small little guy has left.