I don't feel too good and my anxiety levels have rose drastically. I'm having a vertigo attack and it's triggered off severe anxiety of throwing up. It's lasted all night so far and won't let me sleep. I'm scared to take a pill because I'm taking too many at the moment and I need a break.
My heart keeps beating really fast and my whole body keeps shaking in fear. The nausea kept returning earlier but isn't now, I just keep feeling my food digesting in my stomach, probably because I've been focusing on not throwing up.
Just when I'm feeling like this my thoughts keep returning to that night I had norovirus 6 years ago. Because I have a strong stomach and don't throw up easily, it can take a long while (up to a couple of hours) of feeling horribly nauseous and not quite knowing what my body wants to do or what's wrong.
My legs jerk, and I break out in a cold sweat all over my body, and I start thinking of suicide. Yes, I rather die than vomit.
Vomiting is like torture, and is why I avoid getting pregnant, despite wanting a baby of my own. Morning sickness is very common in pregnancy and the risk itself is enough to put me off. Also the morning sickness would probably cause me severe stress and anxiety, which doesn't do a pregnant woman much good. I just can't go through with it.
My heart keeps beating really fast and my whole body keeps shaking in fear. The nausea kept returning earlier but isn't now, I just keep feeling my food digesting in my stomach, probably because I've been focusing on not throwing up.
Just when I'm feeling like this my thoughts keep returning to that night I had norovirus 6 years ago. Because I have a strong stomach and don't throw up easily, it can take a long while (up to a couple of hours) of feeling horribly nauseous and not quite knowing what my body wants to do or what's wrong.
My legs jerk, and I break out in a cold sweat all over my body, and I start thinking of suicide. Yes, I rather die than vomit.
Vomiting is like torture, and is why I avoid getting pregnant, despite wanting a baby of my own. Morning sickness is very common in pregnancy and the risk itself is enough to put me off. Also the morning sickness would probably cause me severe stress and anxiety, which doesn't do a pregnant woman much good. I just can't go through with it.