@Tony Ramirez
I can't say if there's a chance for you to achieve this Life Goal or not.
I
can say that there are potentially controllable attitudes and behaviors that you'll
have to change as a pre-req to making any progress in that direction.
"Potentially" there means that I can't know what, if anything, you have apart from ASD (and couldn't help if I did know), but that these are things that
can be handled by
some people with HFA.
Several posts you've made over the couple of weeks suggest to me "reading between the lines" that you've experienced the consequences of inappropriate behavior lately. I can't
know of course - "don't shoot the messenger".
If I'm right, I suggest you ask yourself - "
Could I have acted differently?".
Not could
someone else have acted differently - you in particular.
If so, you might have something you can work on.
e.g. if I get angry and I feel the adrenaline starting to influence my actions, I always disengage politely, walk away, and wait out the adrenaline rush elsewhere.
It's hard to say how much trouble I've avoided doing this - possibly none - but I've
never regretted doing it.