Listening to Yes on vinyl. Close to the Edge. Their best album. I love having a soundproofed house, I can blast this mofo.
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I love that I have a Keurig at home, and I also love that my place of employment has a Keurig in its break room. Nearly instant black coffee that does not taste horrible. What's not to love about that?
I find myself exhausted yet dragging myself to the bus stop to go to my job anyway. June is too far away.
Insomnia attacks me again.
Oddly enough, I think the fact that I did not get drunk kept things sane tonight.
Why do I seem to attract the insecure bi curious types who just want some fun on the down low with no standards attached? I get their insecurities, that does not mean I have to deal with them.
I made it to the pizza place for my date, but my date just called and apologized. He was asked to work overtime tonight. Heh.
- I plan on going to the movies this weekend to watch this, even if it was edited to get an R rating.
Gout sucks. That is how my morning went.
I feel like drinking a can of Monster, but all that caffeine can't be good if I am trying to reduce my resting heart rate.
Someone from my extended family donated to me a treadmill I can keep in the corner of my living room when I am not using, and pull out and watch movies while jogging when I am using it. I need to send him a thank you card.
I feel like having a virgin margarita and some enchiladas. So I am making those for myself tonight.
I need some tacos for dinner.
I am going on a date a week from today. Dinner and a movie.
Just had a doctor appointment this morning. Blood sugar, cholesterol, heart rate, blood pressure, all within normal ranges. The only thing I really have to work on now is my weight.
Am I trying to turn over too many new leaves at once? My body is begging for a junk food binge, I am telling my body no. My body is begging for rest, I am telling it no. My body wants a can of cola, I am telling it no.
Weird nightmares in my sleep tonight. If I had the money, I would make horror movies out of them and inflict them upon the rest of the world - why should I suffer alone when I can make the world suffer with me instead?
I am struggling a bit to stay awake at my desk, and I do not want to pump myself full of caffeine to get through this.
Muscles are sore from lifting weights yesterday evening. No pain, no gain. I will lose my belly at any cost necessary.
Going to see a personal trainer at the gym this afternoon. If I keep this up, my beer belly will eventually go away.
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