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  • When my tax refund check arrives and I save up some cash, I will be on my way far away from here.
    oregano
    oregano
    Michigan Or Bust! Yay for you!
    A part of me still wishes I worked a simple machine job with great pay and benefits like I used to. It is a shame the homophobia there drove me away. I was pretty damn good at that job.
    tree
    tree
    Maybe there's a chance you can find similar work elsewhere?
    I am going out for pizza by myself in several hours from now. Local place has all day happy hour on Sundays with $10 small pizzas.
    Mr. Stevens
    Mr. Stevens
    Metalhead, you're an awesome guy with a big heart. It's good to see you happy.
    If I had a dollar for every time somebody tried to explain to me that my mother deserves my allegiance just because of the blood ties, I would be swimming in gold coins right now.
    S
    Slime_Punk
    That might be their own religious trauma speaking, unfortunately
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    I can't really think that your relative is a ......... mom.......
    My spirit used to be full of self pity. Now it is overflowing with righteous anger. I am a miasma of spiritual rage. The band Deicide speaks my opinions on God right now.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Shoot, my mom dialed my number today, and l couldn't bring myself to talk to her. Residual anger. :(
    I want a bottle of bourbon and some indica gummies. And the ability to teleport my house to the other side of the country by pushing a button on a one way only trip. Seriously, some people I know here really suck, and not in that fun way.
    Anybody want to have leftover turkey with me right now? With mashed garlic red potatoes and baked Brussels sprouts?
    My brain feels foggy today. I feel like it needs something to kickstart it. Not a beer or a hit of weed. Maybe some protein and complex carbs will help. That, and a nap.
    tree
    tree
    Drinking cold water helps me when I feel like that.
    I am looking forward to a 4 day weekend all to myself. Lots of gaming and movies, with the occasional trip to the gym, and I will cook Thanksgiving dinner for myself. A turkey leg, mashed red potatoes, and steamed asparagus.
    Mr. Stevens
    Mr. Stevens
    I have similar plans, myself. Solo holidays can be pretty fun.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Umm. I have no cooking plans. I need to think of something. Lol
    Judge
    Judge
    That was from the film "Pretty In Pink"- 1986. Dress by costume designer Marilyn Vance- not Molly Ringwald.

    Even Molly didn't like it the first time she saw it.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Ouch, torch that dress. Lol
    This is what I will watch tonight.
    Forest Cat
    Forest Cat
    That was weird. :) Something about that rat puppet reminded me of "Meet The Feebles". That was one crazy puppet movie.
    I had a seizure earlier today, now I am back home in a miasma of rage.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Sorry. Can you move past this? Your mom is 50 million times worse then my mom, but if you need to pm me, l get it. Stay strong. You came so far. Don't let this stop you.
    I hate that it gets dark outside so early this time of year.
    tree
    tree
    One way I have managed to deal with this is to realize that
    as the days are progressively shorter with the dark coming
    earlier & earlier, once we get to the 3rd week of December
    with sunset right about 5PM-----after that, the length of
    daylight starts to increase.
    tree
    tree
    There's one positive aspect to January, for me.
    By the end of that month, there's more daylight.
    M
    Misty Avich
    On June 21st I always draw a moon and a snowman on the calendar because it's the day where the days start getting shorter lol. It's so unreasonable that the days are getting shorter when summer STARTS.
    After being told by my entire family that my memory can never be trusted and that I have severe cognitive disabilities - I actually believed those lies for many years. I have been bamboozled and I was gullible enough to fall for it.
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    I feel guilty because I personally allowed my family to keep on walking all over me and my boundaries for as long as I allowed them to. I was their easy victim, and I can only blame myself for that.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    But as innocent children, we don't know. We assume they will protect us and nutured us to be the best of ourselves. When you throw a mommy dearest into the storyline, all bets are off. All you can do is to start living your best life, and forget their lies.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    At least you got to this realization. Do you know there are adults who don't make it as far as you. They believe the hype spoon fed to them. I think you are remarkable.
    I heard many lies from my mother in the last weekend that were so blatant I did not bother to say anything about them. I wonder how she can sleep at night, then I remember she has to have her daily wine.
    S
    Slime_Punk
    That might be part of the problem. In my experience, the people who never want to grow up (emotionally) are the same ones who won't give sobriety a chance. You're much stronger than she is.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    You were gaslighted with lies. That's not truly who u are. You are a healthy guy, who is responsible, caring, intelligent , and deserves to be respected and treated with dignity. Screw your mom and her flying monkeys that fed you lies.
    I feel like screaming a wall of profanity at my entire blood family, but why would I want to do something that they would turn around and use as proof that I cannot be taken seriously?
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Why do families gang up together? Creepy.
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