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Markness

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  • I feel like there is no hope for me.
    Markness
    Markness
    I truly have the bad thoughts I post about here.
    tree
    tree
    Then, do you not owe it to yourself to present yourself in a way
    that makes it clear to whoever you see for your health?
    Markness
    Markness
    I guess I just didn’t know how to present it properly.
    I can’t stop thinking about my singleness and how it feels like I will indeed die unhappy.
    UberScout
    UberScout
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    "Shhh... You'll feel better after some rest..."
    I went to Barnes & Noble and stayed for two hours but couldn’t find anything I needed or wanted.
    I feel the world caving in around me.
    UberScout
    UberScout
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    "Okay, okay, breathe, dear. Breathe. Slow, deep breaths. In, one, two, out, one two. Can you do that a few times for me? Just until you feel like you're slowing down? You can sit with me if you like."
    I want a loving relationship so badly but life keeps telling me “You’re going to live alone until you die.”
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Same here or better yet your not ready for a relationship I have to hear from my married friend.
    I sometimes feel like the children I could’ve been a father to are crying in another realm because I can’t bring them into this one.
    Atrapa Almas
    Atrapa Almas
    My parents had depression and I saw first hand how bad that illness take away possitivity and many other skills. I wish you to recover from it.
    Markness
    Markness
    @Atrapa Almas I want to get better and it discourages me so much whenever I fail to change my life around.
    Atrapa Almas
    Atrapa Almas
    I have seen you posting more this days and your art with leafs was beauty. I have also seen your post about suicide. Is there something we can do to help you?
    I can’t focus on any potential projects.
    tree
    tree
    This may be why nothing particularly useful seems to be
    going on with your treatment. Your lack of openness
    with the medical professionals doesn't allow them a
    clear picture.
    Markness
    Markness
    @tree I do my best to explain things but they feel like they can’t really do anything for me.
    tree
    tree
    Doing your best would include using the same language you use
    on this forum.
    My older brother told me I would be an abusive father. I wish I could’ve proved him wrong. :(
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Pets don't count as they love you anyway.
    tree
    tree
    It's not true that pets love you anyway. A cat or dog or horse
    doesn't love a person who fails to treat them well.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    At least you are not an "abusive brother."
    I feel like my head is going to split apart.
    I think I am having a mental breakdown.
    cornman
    cornman
    I am too, im fed up with my situation.
    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    Call the doctor if it's that bad, or call SOMEONE nearby who can help. I've had a few of these myself, and they're not great--but I worry about you that it may end up life-threatening. Dude, I'm getting worried about you lately--something's gone dark in a hurry
    I feel like I am in the middle of a movie that won’t have a happy ending.
    tree
    tree
    I get the impression you think of yourself as a rather helpless
    object, moved around and acted upon by others.
    Society hates men who are single.
    tree
    tree
    You believe that the world in general hates you
    because currently you have no mate.
    I hate myself.
    tree
    tree
    That sounds like a very dis-satisfied and unhappy position.

    Poor you.
    Seems like if anybody ought to be "on your side" it would be you, yourself.

    Hating yourself doesn't seem fair.
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