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AprilR

AprilR

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  • AprilR
    Feeling hyper so i will go on a walk while listening to music. Good job having energy me!
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    Hyper Music by Muse. This is a track that lives up to the hype. It makes me feel energized anyway.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    It definitely lives up to the "hype" (get it? Ha ha)
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    Somebody once said on youtube he (lead singer of Muse) looks like like a 'grungy Tom Cruise, I gotta agree.
    AprilR
    I physically can't bring myself to do some work bc of anxiety. I wonder how i will deal with tomorrow's deadlines.
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    Work Computer GIF


    Yeah...work sucks....

    Maybe you can take some drugs....I mean to help you feel better, I don't mean take hard stuff, like cocaine, I mean legal stuff, of course. I'm sure you can think of some substance out there that could Relax your nervous system. That's what I do,I go for the quick and easy solution. Chemical modification.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    I do take some meds for anxiety, i try not to forget taking them i mean. Also that is literally me when working^
    AprilR
    Some guy i don't like messaged me yet again, i wish i could just say i want to be friends, actually i don't even want to be friends with this guy.
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    Raggamuffin
    Raggamuffin
    If they're an emotional drain and you wish to have no contact - you can either let them know and then if they continue to attempt to contact you, block them. Or you could just block them outright.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    I am scared of being alone and i would like to make new friends, but i don't think he is looking for friendship
    Homulilly
    Homulilly
    Tell him that you only want to be friends and if he doesn’t listen, leave. Block him or whatever. Being alone sucks but being with someone who doesn’t respect you is way worse.
    AprilR
    Can't work with all the background noise at the workplace. I already have concentration problems and i am sick of the endless chattering.
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    AprilR
    AprilR
    I never had it. There used to be a quarantine period here too but now they lifted the restrictions
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    I worked a place that had live entertainment, and for some reason l kept it together. However l hated it. Lol
    AprilR
    AprilR
    I can't imagine working at such a place. Thankfully i worked alone for a few hours today.
    AprilR
    At this point i am Just waiting to be fired. Wonder when my employer will realize i accidentally got this job.
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    Ever hear this; "...that's not a good attitude." I have. I like to throw those kinda lines back at people, if i get the chance. Not that I remember what people say like a computer, But i can sometimes.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    I am Just having too much difficulty and thinking like this is easier.
    AprilR
    I hate where i live but i don't think i can survive in another country on my own..
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    The 'problem' is...no matter where you go...you gotta take your 'self with you. The 'self = the source of all 'problems.'
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Yeah, i wish i could go with my best friend or family. Alone would be too hard.
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    You might think it will be hard. But I find things are not as bad in reality as they might be in imagination. I do that alot. I won't feel very good, in anticipation of an event, but once it goes down, piece of cake, nothing bothers me, I'm calm, and even enjoy it.
    AprilR
    If i get fired, its not the end of the world. I can just move back in with my parents. *repeat mantra*
    AprilR
    Yet another nice/ polite person i know turned out to be homophobic and transphobic. *sigh*
    Raggamuffin
    Raggamuffin
    How phobic? Pride month is probably bringing this to the surface for some people who are more conservative etc. Who knows. I think sexuality is a personal/private matter. So the idea of "pride" seems a little odd to me. But, each to their own at the end of the day. People can be nice, but not agree with your points of view. Same with my left/right leaning friends.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Idk, they seem really hostile. The idea that some people can hate you bc of something you can't help is really disturbing to me.
    Raggamuffin
    Raggamuffin
    Ahh, if it's hostility then I'd give them a wide berth.
    AprilR
    My friend who ghosted me invited me for her daughter's birthday bc she wanted me to come
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Idk what to think but i am going anyway. I missed her mom and her daughter too. I was really close with her family also
    Stuttermabolur
    Stuttermabolur
    Perhaps you should send her a message before you arrive so things won't be weird once you are there? I guess you know the relationship you two had more than I do.
    AprilR
    Feeling way too much self hatred. I wish i can erase my memories with the people who ghosted me.
    Loren
    Loren
    Hugs to you. I have experienced the same, and I understand how it can feel isolating and hopeless. Just know that eventually it will pass. I never thought it could, because, it consumed me for almost a decade. Mine was due to a smear campaign, by an unfavorable person. Not to make this about me. Just want you to know, you are understood and people here care about you.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Thank you so much. It is hard to believe i am a good person sometimes. Not having any friends i feel evil and defective. I am sorry you went through the same thing also. I wish we can both heal soon.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Oh dear. It's hard. Stay strong.
    AprilR
    I feel just like a Regular person nowadays except i don't feel anything else
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    Callistemon
    Callistemon
    With the students I was teaching, I had a karate bear that you squeezed and it made random karate noises with a Japanese accent. Before presentations I asked who was nervous - which was usually more than half the class - and told them I sympathised etc.
    Callistemon
    Callistemon
    Also that I had a magic anti-stress bear. I demonstrated how to use it and said it would be available for them to squeeze if they were feeling nerves. The endorphins thus generated would help. They loved the karate bear and it got them and the whole class laughing to use it, which relaxed them! :)
    AprilR
    AprilR
    I dropped out of a masters program bc i was too scared of presentations. My mind goes blank and i stutter a lot. I am not sure if exposure therapy would have helped
    AprilR
    Anxiety and exhausted. I slept right after dinner yesterday again. Still don't feel well rested
    Irakus34
    Irakus34
    Take your time. Sometimes just a night isn't enough. I usually need the whole weekend to rest properly. Get well soon o/
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Thanks. It's almost friday thankfully
    Callistemon
    Callistemon
    Hope you're having a good weekend! :)
    AprilR
    Message to myself:Life doesn't have to be happy and meaningful. Just breathing is enough
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    Shaddock
    Shaddock
    yes, it´s hard to recognize which condition and feeling someone has when he/she posts something. I´m glad that you are okay.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    I am disappointed in life and people. I had expected more but life didn't deliver. But that was my own fault
    W
    Wolfnox
    Wonderful life moment on the horizon.
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