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AprilR

AprilR

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  • AprilR
    I messed up my diet this afternoon with something very unhealthy but idc it was delicious.
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    AprilR
    AprilR
    That was one of my favorite chocolates, along with Milka.
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    Never heard of Milka, Tempted to search it.

    I'm guessin it's a ....native product, only to be found inside your country. If I have eaten it, I forget.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    I think it's of German or Swiss origin, but is sold here too
    AprilR
    I am so ridiculously indecisive it's impossible for me to make a decision without outside validation
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    AprilR
    AprilR
    What do you mean by that i Just don't make these kind of decisions.. Ever
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    1. "what career shall I pursue and dedicate myself for the next 40 years of my life ?"
    2." is that reaaaaly the person I want to marry? "

    I'm still working, trying to figure out, come to a conclusion on 1. Avoiding 2 like the plague.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    I hope you can come to a conclusion on both. I don't make plans for either anymore, i'll just live and see what life brings.
    Slim Jim
    I'm just gonna go ahead and assume, it's hot where you are. I mean. Hotter than usual.
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    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    Merhaba Nisan. anadilinde Seninle konuşacağımı düşündüm.

    korkunç hata Umarım yapmamışımdır.

    utançtan
    Yapsaydım ölürdüm.

    eğer bu senin dilin
    Beni Alütfen.

    Eğer bir şekilde size saygısızlıktan bahsedilebilirse bunula ispatlayın, bende kullanılabilirim.
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    I have attempted to communicate in a language I am unfamiliar with. I hope I have not dishonored myself.
    Ready for *sepukku*
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Fena değil, seppukuya gerek yok Hahaha. Google translate strikes again i guess!
    AprilR
    I am glad that i work tomorrow. And that i didn't go to the summerhouse. Too many bad memories
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Sometimes i wish one of my poorer friends had the things i have. They would probably enjoy it a lot more.
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    There's one way for them to have the things you have. High stakes gambling.

    mel gibson poker GIF


    Betting All In GIF by Angie Tribeca

    I mean, If you win, more for you. If they win, then they're a little less poor.
    AprilR
    Feeling hyper so i will go on a walk while listening to music. Good job having energy me!
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    Hyper Music by Muse. This is a track that lives up to the hype. It makes me feel energized anyway.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    It definitely lives up to the "hype" (get it? Ha ha)
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    Somebody once said on youtube he (lead singer of Muse) looks like like a 'grungy Tom Cruise, I gotta agree.
    AprilR
    I physically can't bring myself to do some work bc of anxiety. I wonder how i will deal with tomorrow's deadlines.
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    Work Computer GIF


    Yeah...work sucks....

    Maybe you can take some drugs....I mean to help you feel better, I don't mean take hard stuff, like cocaine, I mean legal stuff, of course. I'm sure you can think of some substance out there that could Relax your nervous system. That's what I do,I go for the quick and easy solution. Chemical modification.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    I do take some meds for anxiety, i try not to forget taking them i mean. Also that is literally me when working^
    AprilR
    Some guy i don't like messaged me yet again, i wish i could just say i want to be friends, actually i don't even want to be friends with this guy.
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    Raggamuffin
    Raggamuffin
    If they're an emotional drain and you wish to have no contact - you can either let them know and then if they continue to attempt to contact you, block them. Or you could just block them outright.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    I am scared of being alone and i would like to make new friends, but i don't think he is looking for friendship
    Homulilly
    Homulilly
    Tell him that you only want to be friends and if he doesn’t listen, leave. Block him or whatever. Being alone sucks but being with someone who doesn’t respect you is way worse.
    AprilR
    Can't work with all the background noise at the workplace. I already have concentration problems and i am sick of the endless chattering.
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    AprilR
    AprilR
    I never had it. There used to be a quarantine period here too but now they lifted the restrictions
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    I worked a place that had live entertainment, and for some reason l kept it together. However l hated it. Lol
    AprilR
    AprilR
    I can't imagine working at such a place. Thankfully i worked alone for a few hours today.
    AprilR
    At this point i am Just waiting to be fired. Wonder when my employer will realize i accidentally got this job.
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    Ever hear this; "...that's not a good attitude." I have. I like to throw those kinda lines back at people, if i get the chance. Not that I remember what people say like a computer, But i can sometimes.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    I am Just having too much difficulty and thinking like this is easier.
    AprilR
    I hate where i live but i don't think i can survive in another country on my own..
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    The 'problem' is...no matter where you go...you gotta take your 'self with you. The 'self = the source of all 'problems.'
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Yeah, i wish i could go with my best friend or family. Alone would be too hard.
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    You might think it will be hard. But I find things are not as bad in reality as they might be in imagination. I do that alot. I won't feel very good, in anticipation of an event, but once it goes down, piece of cake, nothing bothers me, I'm calm, and even enjoy it.
    AprilR
    If i get fired, its not the end of the world. I can just move back in with my parents. *repeat mantra*
    AprilR
    Yet another nice/ polite person i know turned out to be homophobic and transphobic. *sigh*
    Raggamuffin
    Raggamuffin
    How phobic? Pride month is probably bringing this to the surface for some people who are more conservative etc. Who knows. I think sexuality is a personal/private matter. So the idea of "pride" seems a little odd to me. But, each to their own at the end of the day. People can be nice, but not agree with your points of view. Same with my left/right leaning friends.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Idk, they seem really hostile. The idea that some people can hate you bc of something you can't help is really disturbing to me.
    Raggamuffin
    Raggamuffin
    Ahh, if it's hostility then I'd give them a wide berth.
    AprilR
    My friend who ghosted me invited me for her daughter's birthday bc she wanted me to come
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Idk what to think but i am going anyway. I missed her mom and her daughter too. I was really close with her family also
    Stuttermabolur
    Stuttermabolur
    Perhaps you should send her a message before you arrive so things won't be weird once you are there? I guess you know the relationship you two had more than I do.
    AprilR
    Feeling way too much self hatred. I wish i can erase my memories with the people who ghosted me.
    Loren
    Loren
    Hugs to you. I have experienced the same, and I understand how it can feel isolating and hopeless. Just know that eventually it will pass. I never thought it could, because, it consumed me for almost a decade. Mine was due to a smear campaign, by an unfavorable person. Not to make this about me. Just want you to know, you are understood and people here care about you.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Thank you so much. It is hard to believe i am a good person sometimes. Not having any friends i feel evil and defective. I am sorry you went through the same thing also. I wish we can both heal soon.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Oh dear. It's hard. Stay strong.
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