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Loneliness

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When experiencing a hardship i cannot talk to anyone about it. Bc they dont know i am autistic and if they knew who knows what will they do to me.. I wish i had a protector - mentor in my life.

I try to be self reliant but sometimes the negativity becomes too heavy for me to carry. I try to talk to mom without mentoning my autism bc it would make her sad but it always made me sad and i learnt to live with that sadness. Yet i cant be honest. I am too scared

I am all alone in this world with only my dreams to help me. Wanting to reach a safe place someday

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