Shaun-Junior Bishop
Well-Known Member
Hi, I've recently come to terms and some sort of acceptance of myself having autism but over the last 3 years since I found out and started to learn and understand myself I've started to become angry with how I was treated as a child. Dont be mistaken, I wasn't abused or anything but there was so much stuff I did and said that is explained by my autism. I have so many memories of people forcing me to look them in the eyes when speaking to them, getting shouted at because I "wasn't" listening because of the auditory processing issues and I was always so frustrated and angry at everything and all I had was that I was a naughty kid. I understand that no one knew I had the condition but I'm having compulsive thoughts all the time about my childhood and just how upset I am. I want to understand that it wasn't their fault at the time but I just don't understand. Could someone help and maybe give advice to how I can overcome this feeling please