Last one was unravelling a hose pipe - tried it differently. Had to be told how to do it.
The simplest of tasks which I do repeatedly, if I repeat them when someone can see suddenly go wrong.
Normally with a massive dose of humiliation for me.
I thinks it's my thoughts go into overdrive and I obsess about their perception of watching me doing the simple task , then it goes wrong..
Frustration,annoyance,anger - story for the observer to pass around to everyone. Reputation as an idiot solidified. (The thoughts contain all these possible outcomes as I start doing the task so I start perceiving the observers retelling as it goes wrong and start feeling humiliated even before it happens... then guess what
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Not giving a .... helps and never trying to do anything in another's presence helps a,lot....
Eom
The simplest of tasks which I do repeatedly, if I repeat them when someone can see suddenly go wrong.
Normally with a massive dose of humiliation for me.
I thinks it's my thoughts go into overdrive and I obsess about their perception of watching me doing the simple task , then it goes wrong..
Frustration,annoyance,anger - story for the observer to pass around to everyone. Reputation as an idiot solidified. (The thoughts contain all these possible outcomes as I start doing the task so I start perceiving the observers retelling as it goes wrong and start feeling humiliated even before it happens... then guess what

Not giving a .... helps and never trying to do anything in another's presence helps a,lot....
Eom