AveApollo
"I will rehearse my words in my head before actually talking to them (sometimes I mispronounce words or just struggle to be coherent, concise or accidentally say something direct that might sound strange or not how I want to say it), if I buy an item: I will also rehearse the words mentally and,or prepare the money in my hand before arriving at the cashier...basically I am ALWAYS thinking and assessing."
What you have written sounds completely normal and
reasonable to me. That is, it sounds like what is goes on
in my head.
The NTs I have consulted/compare notes with seem oblivious
to what is going on within themselves, to the degree that they
don't even note any difference in how they feel regarding eating
various foods, unless it is to say "I don't like that." Then they
offer some non-rational reason for not eating it.
Examples:
No pancakes. Why? Not challenging enough texture.
No bananas. Why? They look like slugs.
Nothing made with pumpkin? Why? Pumpkin sounds nasty.
Those are 3 different people.
If I don't eat a food it is because of how it makes me feel.
OK...the aspect of social awareness...These three have scripts
they expect to follow, but it seems they don't find it necessary to
continually rehearse them. A linking feature to these three people
is they all claim to "understand people."
In one case, the understanding seems based primarily along the
lines the Dunning-Kruger effect describes. She thinks she knows
because she doesn't realize how little she does know.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dunning–Kruger_effect