So today the weirdest thing got me really irritated for no reason. I don’t know why I got so worked up about it because it is just a silly little thing.
So it is spring break and I’m home from college, my parents as a treat got my siblings and me some muffins, blueberry and chocolate chip. I can’t stand the texture of blueberries so I never eat them, and my family knows that. Anyways, there were two left and my younger sister purposefully took the blueberry one and left me the chocolate chip one for the next morning. She said that she was saving it for me. I thanked her and planned to save it for later. Anyways, later my older brother sees the last muffin and just says,” that looks good, I think I’ll have it for breakfast tomorrow.”(same time I was planning on eating it). I don’t know why, but this made me so frustrated, and it seems like such a little thing. Note that I haven’t said anything to my siblings about my suspected aspergers/autism. I was really conflicted because I wanted to say something about it, that I was saving it, but at the same time it wasn’t really mine since we were all supposed to share them. It also just felt weird to contradict him for something so insubstantial.
I guess I wanted to share this weird event that irritated me for no reason. If someone has some insight, I’d love to hear it.
PS: The muffin has not been eaten yet, and I wake up earlier than he does. I’d eat it, but I’m still conflicted because it feels kind of like lying to just take it since he said something about it.
Lastly as a final note, I know the muffins aren’t a serious topic, but I feel like this can be extrapolated to more serious subjects. Thanks.
So it is spring break and I’m home from college, my parents as a treat got my siblings and me some muffins, blueberry and chocolate chip. I can’t stand the texture of blueberries so I never eat them, and my family knows that. Anyways, there were two left and my younger sister purposefully took the blueberry one and left me the chocolate chip one for the next morning. She said that she was saving it for me. I thanked her and planned to save it for later. Anyways, later my older brother sees the last muffin and just says,” that looks good, I think I’ll have it for breakfast tomorrow.”(same time I was planning on eating it). I don’t know why, but this made me so frustrated, and it seems like such a little thing. Note that I haven’t said anything to my siblings about my suspected aspergers/autism. I was really conflicted because I wanted to say something about it, that I was saving it, but at the same time it wasn’t really mine since we were all supposed to share them. It also just felt weird to contradict him for something so insubstantial.
I guess I wanted to share this weird event that irritated me for no reason. If someone has some insight, I’d love to hear it.
PS: The muffin has not been eaten yet, and I wake up earlier than he does. I’d eat it, but I’m still conflicted because it feels kind of like lying to just take it since he said something about it.
Lastly as a final note, I know the muffins aren’t a serious topic, but I feel like this can be extrapolated to more serious subjects. Thanks.