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[Jenisautistic]

Hey guys, it's me just felt like posting on here for an update. Things have been really really bad and I hope that things either get better or I end up hitting rock bottom and then things will get better.

My grandmother's really sick and I hope she gets better soon. She's in the ICU right now.
As for me since the fire which I briefly mentioned in my update video which was only like a minute long, but anyway, there was a fire in my apartment my grandmother wasn't there. thank God. it was just me and my uncle I got hospitalized for a few days with smoking inhalation, one day practically in the ICU so I know my grandmother is going through with the ICU in some capacity, she is incubated. Obviously. but not because of the same reason and not the same age just a little different..

I often times look to my past still, but I'm still looking towards the future in some ways. My grandmother is my everything he's been taking care of me since before I even knew when I was about one and she took me to her apartment at that age. My grandfather passed away when I was young, but he was part of it until he passed. My grandmother is 96 now and I hope to at least make it to her next birthday, which is in September. The sad part is she doesn't even have dementia or anything at this point so I can only imagine how she is feeling right now.

 

[FayetheAspie]

I hope that you and your grandmother will both get to feeling much better.

 

[Rodafina]

@Jenisautistic
I'm sad to hear about these hardships you are facing. "Stuck in the middle," like you said, can be such a difficult place to be. You have demonstrated such strength, resilience, and positivity, and I am sure that those traits will help you now. It's great that your YouTube channel is doing so well and that you are getting some support there. Will be thinking of you with well wishes and hope for positive change and good health for you and your family.